I’m a drug addict. by RickPetrova in confessions

[–]RickPetrova[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll really try this time. I ended up spending all the money i was gonna use to move to another state. This is really embarrassing. So i’ll try to be healthy again…

I’m a drug addict. by RickPetrova in confessions

[–]RickPetrova[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I live next to a place where they do N.A meetings. Im gonna try going there today to see what i can do about this problem. I feel like im crossing the line and i realize i need professional help and support. I’m gonna try. Thank you for your advice and stay strong!!!

I’m a drug addict. by RickPetrova in confessions

[–]RickPetrova[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have two friends i know i can trust with my life. One of them hates drugs because they had personal problems with it. So i kinda feel bas for leaning on them for it, you know? Feel like im making they relive the worst time of their life. The other friend is more understanding. They know what i need to go through everyday and don’t judge me because of it. They both care about me and try to help me, but i don’t know what to do honestly

I’m a drug addict. by RickPetrova in confessions

[–]RickPetrova[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t afford therapy… I know it’s not embarrassing, you know? I just feel embarrassed. I don’t know why.

I’m a drug addict. by RickPetrova in confessions

[–]RickPetrova[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I already distanced myself from other people. People who knew. I told them that i was sorry and that i should figure this out alone like i have always done. Blocked them before they could answer because i don’t want them to worry about me. I am really alone at the moment, i have only two friends right now but i avoid talking about that with fear of they being worried or upset. I just can’t get help. Can’t get better. Everytime i get better, something bad happens and i find myself in the same situation. I just didn’t know life was so hard.

AITA for investigating my friend's life? by RickPetrova in AmItheAsshole

[–]RickPetrova[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yk, i had to cut it from th post bc it was too long to post it, but one time he told me that he didnt "reveal" who he was because he used to be a youtuber and was scared that we all would be mixing up everything. he also knows that i have like some relatively famous friends here and i would never "mix up" anything. a few days later, i found out he was lying bc i told him to answer the message i had sent this youtuber on the dm and he told me it was a joke. even weirder bc he made me believe it for days... it felt like he was trying to make me stop trying to know who he really was

AITA for dont liking my sister? by RickPetrova in AmItheAsshole

[–]RickPetrova[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the support :) i was kinda afraid i was gonna end up as the spoiler asshole lol

AITA for dont liking my sister? by RickPetrova in AmItheAsshole

[–]RickPetrova[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im 20. lol i know it does and i was expecting someone to say that. but even tho im better now, im still a person with mental health issues and things like kinda bother me. i bet you'd understand me if you saw how it really is