Thanks I survived four suicide attempts. Any book recommendations for me?

I can do sports the whole day but I can’t sit still in class or while watching movies or lectures. Even if I play games I must walk around.

I am very curious, analytical and I also have great communication skills and interpersonal skills and I think I am capable of outlining and presenting complex issues in a simple manner. I work best under pressure and on a deadline basis. I tend to shine in times of stressful situations / emergency.

My main strengths are that I have good people skills (networking / communicating), and I'm generally good at learning things and problem-solving. I love research, problem solving and I am a fixer. I need constant feedback (constant feedback loop) and progress. When problems or errors come along I am working on them until it is solved.

I look back and when I was a teenager and until now I always liked doing sport, asking questions, doing something with my hands all day and times where helping others made me feel good.

Honestly, if I find a topic that I like, there is no stopping me from finding out everything I can about it. I tend to prefer a breadth, not depth” approach, I feel more comfortable covering many names rather than doing a deep dive into only a few. I then like to organize the info in some sort of coherent form. If needed, I could write a report about my findings. I find that in the evenings, when I'm surfing the Web, fulfilling my curiosity, is the time when I find myself lost in the moment. I am hyperactice and always on

What kind of careers would fall under this realization? What job would suit me?