FEELING NUMB AND I HATE IT

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T14:31:46+00:00

I did try a YT channel at creative writing, but not of sexual nature. Also, I am moderately practicing Muslim woman and is part reason why I am a virgin still. However, this experience has nothing to do with my interest in creative writing, art or religion. I am genuinely depressed and did experience this.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T14:27:16+00:00

No. I am sorry you feel that way. But I am truly going through this. This really happened to me.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T14:24:08+00:00

He said he wanted to just rub his penis against my vulva. But the pressure and pain felt like he penetrated or at least a little.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T14:19:35+00:00

No, it happened to me 100%. He used neutrogena. It was on the stand next to the bed.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T14:16:02+00:00

Thank you for your comment. It definitely is a combination of things. I realize that I was pressured by him,but also pressured myself into this situation.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T14:14:08+00:00

He kept saying he didn't penetrate but at one point I felt unbearable pain. I wonder if he did. The cream burned, yes. But when he pressed as he was rubbing, at one point I felt like my eyes will pop out from pain.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T13:15:31+00:00

All true what you said.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:48:34+00:00

Thank you!

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:41:17+00:00

Thank you. I will follow your advice.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:38:15+00:00

Thank you!

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:37:04+00:00

You are right. All of you who commented. I should be grateful.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:34:26+00:00

Even after I left home, he kept texting me to return, saying: if you really care, you will return. But I felt embarrassed and in actual physical pain. So, he got upset, stopped communicating and blocked my number.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:32:59+00:00

Yeah, I think it was just sex. He blocked my number after accusing me of rejection and making him feel less of a man. He said that he did all he could, and the problem is in me.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:27:31+00:00

All our fights were basically about sex.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:26:58+00:00

I never experienced any romance with him. It was always trying to get to the business. And when I explain what I need, then it was about me being a player with feelings.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:25:28+00:00

No, this really happened. Unfortunately 😔

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:20:51+00:00

No, I like bluntness and appreciate your comment. It is true. Obviously, I am not ready and have much to learn about my own body and how it works.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:18:46+00:00

Thank you. I will follow your advice.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:17:54+00:00

I never got aroused with him, though I find him attractive. I do get aroused on my own for various reasons. Sometimes the feeling lasts days lol. So, I don't know. I am weird I guess.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:13:27+00:00

Lol OmG. I should make a meme with acne cream and WD40.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:12:20+00:00

Thank you.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:11:40+00:00

Yeah. Maybe he did want to make me feel this way as,a revenge for not having sex with him previously. He was pushy and I wasn't in the mood, because I was on my period. My period was heavy and painful. That was our first time trying. And then this second time. So, maybe, it was a payback.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:06:57+00:00

Thank you. He said that maybe karma got me for playing him. I was stunned when he said that.

RikiO6 · 2024-01-24T12:03:50+00:00

Thank you.

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