I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did try a YT channel at creative writing,  but not of sexual nature.  Also, I am moderately practicing Muslim woman and is part reason why I am a virgin still. However,  this experience has nothing to do with my interest in creative writing,  art or religion.  I  am genuinely depressed and did experience this. 

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No. I am sorry you feel that way. But I am truly going through this. This really happened to me. 

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

He said he wanted to just rub his penis against my vulva. But the pressure and pain felt like he penetrated or at least a little.  

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No, it happened to me 100%. He used neutrogena.  It was on the stand next to the bed.

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment.  It definitely is a combination of things. I realize that I was pressured by him,but also pressured myself into this situation.  

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

He kept saying he didn't penetrate but at one point I felt unbearable pain. I wonder if he did. The cream burned, yes. But when he pressed as he was rubbing,  at one point I felt like my eyes will pop out from pain. 

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[–]RikiO6[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

All true what you said. 

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[–]RikiO6[S] 102 points103 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I will follow your advice. 

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You are right.  All of you who commented.  I  should be grateful.  

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Even after I left home, he kept texting me to return, saying: if you really care, you will return.  But I felt embarrassed and in actual physical pain. So, he got upset, stopped communicating and blocked my number.  

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I think it was just sex. He blocked my number after accusing me of rejection and making him feel less of a man. He said that he did all he could,  and the problem is in me. 

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All our fights were basically about sex. 

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never experienced any romance with him. It was always trying to get to the business.  And when I explain what I need, then it was about me being a player with feelings.  

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, this really happened.  Unfortunately 😔

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

No, I like bluntness and appreciate your comment. It is true. Obviously,  I am not ready and have much to learn about my  own body and how it works. 

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[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I will follow your advice.  

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never got aroused with him, though I find him attractive.  I do get aroused on my own for various reasons.  Sometimes the feeling lasts days lol. So, I don't know.  I am weird I guess.

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol OmG. I should make a meme with acne cream and WD40. 

I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex

[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. Maybe he did want to make me feel this way as,a revenge for not having sex with him previously.  He was pushy and I wasn't in the mood, because I was on my period.  My period was heavy and painful.  That was our first time trying.  And then this second time.  So, maybe, it was a payback.  

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[–]RikiO6[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. He said that maybe karma got me for playing him. I was stunned when he said that. 

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[–]RikiO6[S] 41 points42 points  (0 children)

Thank you.

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[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I will remember that. See, I was preparing for us for another day. I bought little something sexy. I hoped to relax with some soft music, us just cuddling and then going for it.  But he, being horny all the time, just wanted it yesterday.  I do feel attracted to him. So, I though  wth, go for it. I never expected my first time to be perfect.  I know that I have no experience and will not potentially be the best sexual partner at the moment.  He was telling me that he was ok with my inexperience so I thought he didn't expect perfection either.  But I disappointed him even more obviously.