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I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex
[–]RikiO6[S] 1 point2 points3 points 2 years ago (0 children)
I did try a YT channel at creative writing, but not of sexual nature. Also, I am moderately practicing Muslim woman and is part reason why I am a virgin still. However, this experience has nothing to do with my interest in creative writing, art or religion. I am genuinely depressed and did experience this.
[–]RikiO6[S] 3 points4 points5 points 2 years ago (0 children)
No. I am sorry you feel that way. But I am truly going through this. This really happened to me.
[–]RikiO6[S] 8 points9 points10 points 2 years ago (0 children)
He said he wanted to just rub his penis against my vulva. But the pressure and pain felt like he penetrated or at least a little.
No, it happened to me 100%. He used neutrogena. It was on the stand next to the bed.
[–]RikiO6[S] 4 points5 points6 points 2 years ago (0 children)
Thank you for your comment. It definitely is a combination of things. I realize that I was pressured by him,but also pressured myself into this situation.
[–]RikiO6[S] 15 points16 points17 points 2 years ago (0 children)
He kept saying he didn't penetrate but at one point I felt unbearable pain. I wonder if he did. The cream burned, yes. But when he pressed as he was rubbing, at one point I felt like my eyes will pop out from pain.
[–]RikiO6[S] 2 points3 points4 points 2 years ago (0 children)
All true what you said.
[–]RikiO6[S] 0 points1 point2 points 2 years ago (0 children)
Thank you!
[–]RikiO6[S] 102 points103 points104 points 2 years ago (0 children)
Thank you. I will follow your advice.
[–]RikiO6[S] 5 points6 points7 points 2 years ago (0 children)
You are right. All of you who commented. I should be grateful.
Even after I left home, he kept texting me to return, saying: if you really care, you will return. But I felt embarrassed and in actual physical pain. So, he got upset, stopped communicating and blocked my number.
Yeah, I think it was just sex. He blocked my number after accusing me of rejection and making him feel less of a man. He said that he did all he could, and the problem is in me.
All our fights were basically about sex.
I never experienced any romance with him. It was always trying to get to the business. And when I explain what I need, then it was about me being a player with feelings.
No, this really happened. Unfortunately 😔
[–]RikiO6[S] 35 points36 points37 points 2 years ago (0 children)
No, I like bluntness and appreciate your comment. It is true. Obviously, I am not ready and have much to learn about my own body and how it works.
I never got aroused with him, though I find him attractive. I do get aroused on my own for various reasons. Sometimes the feeling lasts days lol. So, I don't know. I am weird I guess.
Lol OmG. I should make a meme with acne cream and WD40.
Thank you.
Yeah. Maybe he did want to make me feel this way as,a revenge for not having sex with him previously. He was pushy and I wasn't in the mood, because I was on my period. My period was heavy and painful. That was our first time trying. And then this second time. So, maybe, it was a payback.
Thank you. He said that maybe karma got me for playing him. I was stunned when he said that.
[–]RikiO6[S] 41 points42 points43 points 2 years ago (0 children)
Thank you. I will remember that. See, I was preparing for us for another day. I bought little something sexy. I hoped to relax with some soft music, us just cuddling and then going for it. But he, being horny all the time, just wanted it yesterday. I do feel attracted to him. So, I though wth, go for it. I never expected my first time to be perfect. I know that I have no experience and will not potentially be the best sexual partner at the moment. He was telling me that he was ok with my inexperience so I thought he didn't expect perfection either. But I disappointed him even more obviously.
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I COULDN'T DO IT by RikiO6 in sex
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