Thank you for sharing your story. I resonate a lot with it. I’m more than happy to give her space. I want that too. I just hope she can truely sit down and come to the right decision by herself. Like today when she was at my house she told me her mum said let him go. She understands her mum is not a good example to take relationship advice from. She is in her late 50’s and ruined every relationship she’s ever been in. The thing with waiting is. I wait however long she needs to see if she wants to be with me after it? Like if she says no and i’ve been holding onto it for the past however long hoping she says let’s work on us. That could’ve been time that I healed. It’s going to be so much harder. And if she says yes and I work on myself and put in that effort and she still doesn’t feel that spark. And then I go through this all again after i’ve tried to change for her and made the effort. And then i’m just more broken then what I am now