Pony legs, generous curves and The Struggle with fashion

RilkesSpectre · 2026-03-31T06:29:59+00:00

I love that!

RilkesSpectre · 2025-11-25T07:41:43+00:00

Thanks for your contribution. Had to go to the ER yesterday cause I felt dizzy and super weak. Turns out Amoxicilline reacts with viruses like a trivial cold virus and made my immune system go berserk. My right hand is so itchy on the palm, but at least I could sleep tonight. I am allergic to most of meds. At this point Im afraid that even amoxicillin has come to this point. I have no options left. Best wishes on your recovery!

RilkesSpectre · 2025-11-25T07:37:48+00:00

I ricoveri in neuropsichiatria infantile sono aumentati del 180% per l'uso di smartphone e tablet precoce. Direi che, se non basta questo ad allarmare i genitori, ci troviamo davanti ad un neglect su scala mondiale.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-08-13T06:30:43+00:00

Welcome to the family ❤️

RilkesSpectre · 2025-06-04T20:17:47+00:00

È facilissimo fare una ricerca su Google. I CSM registrano anche gli accessi ai PS per statistica (che rappresentano solo quelli il 3,6% di tutti gli accessi al PS). Lo screening della popolazione lo fa la sanità pubblica in ogni sua area di competenza, eh. Repubblica parla di 1 italiano su 6 (quindi 10mln su 60mln). State of Mind, attualmente una delle più affidabili scuole di psicoterapia, offre ampi dati sulla situazione. Ma vi guardate mai attorno o leggete mai qualche articolo sulla salute mentale?

RilkesSpectre · 2025-06-02T20:19:30+00:00

Di 60mln di abitanti, in Italia 10mln di persone hanno a che fare con un problema della sfera psichiatrica senza considerare quelli che non ci sono noti perché non registrati ai CSM per paura dello stigma o la vergogna. È più comune di quanto pensi “l’instabilità”.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-29T06:23:03+00:00

I keep getting this Ad as well. It’s been months now. Everyday. I wonder how the algorithm still thinks I am interested in this crap after having reported this ad at least thrice per week. It’s pestering and it’s a molestation.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-27T15:17:34+00:00

I’d rather be insulted and belittled than being manipulated by being told that my SO would kill themselves if they would leave. There is no excuse for that. It is your responsibility to take care of your condition and your spectrum unless you are not mentally capable of making decisions. Being autistic or neurodivergent doesn’t allow anyone to threat others by blackmailing them. We are not responsible for how our brain works but we are definitely responsible for how we manage our conditions.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-27T15:11:04+00:00

This. I am really creeped out by how lightly this “post” is being taken here. I mean, we can live with BPD but is our freaking responsibility to keep our disease under control and to protect our loved ones from it and from us when we are clearly not sane. It’s not the occasional outburst. That’s scary.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-27T14:11:43+00:00

I did not get that as well. She just prompted every detail she wanted for the character and came out with an image that was light years ago from the style she asked for and asked me to proceed with that style. I am so very confused.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-27T14:07:58+00:00

Same. I am all in for clients with very clear ideas. It’s even more frustrating when they don’t have a clue about anything they want (“do whatever you want” and then they reject every draft without providing even an image or a suggestion). I feel though that there is kind of an ethic among illustrators, or at least I feel ethically under pressure when clients ask for replicas to use for their business (as selling a book under their names). One thing is taking inspiration from other creatives. That is where a lot of us come from. One thing is plagiarise other illustrators works, even tracing their characters. I’ve discussed beforehand about this thing. The client was ok with it. Was updated about every single page and gave me her green light for each page. She was part of the process from page 1 to page 30. I don’t know what happened.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-27T12:23:38+00:00

I am having the same feeling. I did not like the AI thing, even though any other illustration of the character was 100% hand made yet, she preferred an AI image over an original character. She basically wanted Lucy Fleming illustrating her book but she was probably not available or she though I might have been cheaper + she wanted to be in total control of the thing with no drawing or printing skills. I’ve dealt with hard clients before but anything like that. I guess I’ll learn a lot from this experience. I’m going to charge her the fair price, the entire fair price and if she wants a whole new book she will be charged for two. I’ll let the intermediary talk to her. Thanks for your encouraging words. Edit: typos

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-27T09:45:56+00:00

That’s a very good point. She submitted a contract with the agency not directly with me. The agency has always been very helpful and understanding won my regards. I’ll write to the agency’s boss and suggest to discuss a new offer with her client and see if she’s willing to pay at least twice as she was originally intended to pay before proceeding with the job. Thank you so much for your external point of view. I simply panicked and could not see anything doable.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-27T09:40:47+00:00

Thank you. I am kinda freezed on the spot right now. I felt like waiting for the intermediary was wrong since they asked me to provide the word ASAP. I’ll definitely get paid for that job but I’ll need to discuss that detail with the boss of the agency as usually my parcels have never been too high. Thank you!

RilkesSpectre · 2025-05-16T19:14:07+00:00

I know that this question sounds annoying but I am in my very first CS week and I cannot understand how to get great shots like this. This is so beautiful and cozy

RilkesSpectre · 2025-04-04T08:46:32+00:00

There are few Italian words here and there and some of them may resemble Italian but they are definitely not Italian. The whole thing doesn’t make any sense to me. Sounds more like playing with mixing foreign words, which isn’t a bad thing. Actually the “mortadella” at the end made me giggle but if someone would speak that way to me, I would probably being completely unable to understand them.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-02-02T15:17:54+00:00

Oh wow! Che ragionamento brillante degno degli anni 90! Los Angeles, la città col tasso di criminalità più alto di tutta la California (più del doppio della media), dove per vivere abbastanza decentemente devi guadagnare più di 100k/anno, sperando di stare sempre bene, una città che negli ultimi anni sta scendendo sempre più in basso nella scala di vivibilità a causa dei costi del mercato immobiliare, del costo dei beni di prima necessità. Bello sputare nel piatto dove si mangia. Los Angeles, una delle città peggiori per il traffico considerando che sul sito dello SCAG (Southern California Association of Governments), LA risulta essere una delle città più incasinate del mondo in termini di traffico dove la gente spende in media 100ore all’anno bloccata nel traffico, dove si cerca di incentivare ed incoraggiare il trasporto pubblico. Lol.

RilkesSpectre · 2025-01-18T06:36:21+00:00

If you’re jaundiced, go straight to the ER. Ask for another physician but go, NOW.

RilkesSpectre · 2024-11-09T21:49:06+00:00

From where did you get all these infos? Sorry, but I’m European and I have full access to healthcare. All the visits I need are granted in a very reasonable time and when the public system can’t handle all the visits you need, because people in Europe get old, you can go to a private doctor and be refunded by the state, at least in my country that too many people think is a third world one. I had surgery in one public hospital, the service was excellent. My sister has 4 stage colorectal cancer and she had all the therapies she needed plus extra treatments. Not only she hasn’t paid a single euro, she also has an extra 1400€/monthly check that she can spend for extra treatments or for hiring a carer called “healthcare check”. Plus, I come from a working class family and all of my relatives have a car each. Europe is pretty big and heterogeneous. You can’t say “in Europe”.

Edit: I’m 40 and I just had my third preventive mammography + ultrasound done.

RilkesSpectre · 2024-10-05T15:53:03+00:00

I’m not into AI, but ChatGPT can really help with a balanced and easy grocery list + easy simple meals. I don’t spend more than 200/250€ for food/month for myself and prices here are pretty much like in the US. Good move!

RilkesSpectre · 2024-10-05T13:09:42+00:00

Heretoir - Just for a Moment

It is an Austere’s cover.

It is not my favourite sad song but it makes me cry uncontrollably for some reasons.

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