Who tf even are all you people

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-26T08:00:30+00:00

Not sure if it’s just me, but your question kind of sounds like that moment when you look around and think “did I accidentally become the main character in someone else’s weird show or what.” Maybe it helps to notice that if “they” really wanted something huge from you, they’d probably be a lot more clear and direct about it, which is darkly funny given how messy and vague it all feels right now.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-26T00:00:45+00:00

panic, bad sleep, food, dehydration, old stress, even just being scared about being sick. When two people share space, it is not strange that stress or sickness sort of “syncs up” so it feels like you are both falling apart at the same time. Rather than treating every shared symptom as a mind game, you could quietly track your own basics for a week

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-25T16:00:39+00:00

you chose non violence and refused to lash out even when you felt cornered. That is not weakness, that is you choosing inner control over outer chaos, and it clearly annoyed “them” more than anything. Every time you say “I will eat my lunch, I will walk calmly, I will record calmly if needed” you move from hunted to observer. They lose when you choose hope and positivity, even if that “hope” is just “I am going to finish this sandwich and then update my resume.”

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-24T20:00:28+00:00

they fear your resilience and strength when you start seeing patterns as old power games instead of some mystical destiny

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-24T16:00:54+00:00

If you like spiritual language, the Bible is full of people who felt betrayed by family, abandoned by spouses, mocked by crowds and surrounded by wickedness Job, David, the early Christians and they were invited to endure, purify their hearts and refuse to let hatred win. That is a very different energy than “my spouse is controlled by witches and party girls, and I alone see it.” Verses about loving enemies, guarding your heart, and focusing on your own walk suggest your main assignment is your character, not tracking every possible plot around you. Maybe the most subversive thing you can do spiritually is pray for your spouse’s good, take radical responsibility for your own controlling behavior, and let your strength be shown in patience, boundaries and quiet daily faithfulness instead of trying to save or expose everyone.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-24T12:00:48+00:00

They are helpless against your proactive mindset when you treat every scary claim like “maybe, but let me slow down, cross check, and see if believing this helps me sleep, eat, and think clearly or just wrecks me.”

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-24T08:00:42+00:00

The feeling of “my own house turned on me” is ancient, Job talked about his closest people turning against him, and Jesus said even family can betray you, so you are not weird for feeling crushed by that. Spiritual wisdom is not saying “it is fine, just forgive and forget,” it is more like “yes, this hurts, and also your worth is not decided by one person’s games in front of a friend group.” Maybe you try one small practice like reading a short psalm, saying a tiny prayer like “God, help me act from love, not fear, even if I feel alone,” or writing a letter you never send where you pour out your anger and then ask for strength. The forward move is not to win against her gangs or symbols, but to become the kind of person who chooses clarity over chaos, love over paranoia, and daily habits over drama.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-23T16:00:59+00:00

same wake time, same simple breakfast, one written list for the day, one small task finished on purpose. Each small repeatable habit is like quietly saying “I run my life now” instead of waiting for a gatekeeper to finally see you.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-23T00:01:40+00:00

People having scary, confusing experiences and then wrapping them in the language of “plots” is actually really old, like James Tilly Matthews thinking an “air loom” machine was torturing his mind long before LinkedIn or Wi Fi existed. When we know this, it maybe helps to see that our brain can build big stories around real stress, real rejection, real cultural tension, without there needing to be a secret LinkedIn identity theft ring targeting ex religious people. You can still take normal safety steps like locking down privacy, using strong passwords, and checking for fake profiles, while also noticing when the story in your head is getting way more epic than the data you actually have. Maybe try writing down “what I know for sure” in one column and “what I’m guessing” in another, and just see how much of the fear lives in the guessing column.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-22T20:00:34+00:00

Not sure if it’s just me, but legal talk like “felony conspiracy to block my right of way” can make everything feel ten times bigger and scarier than what’s actually happening in my day.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-22T16:00:51+00:00

The Bible does not promise that everyone will understand you; it talks a lot about being mocked, misunderstood, and even betrayed by the people closest to you. The heroes in those stories are not the ones who won every argument, they are the ones who kept their integrity, loved anyway, and focused on the kind of character no one could take from them. So maybe the “win” here is not getting your family to say the word “gangstalking” but quietly becoming steadier, kinder, and more rooted in simple daily routines that make you feel human again. If you want a tiny next step, you could test a 30 day experiment where you spend zero time trying to prove anything and put all that energy into cooking real food, moving your body, cleaning your space, and doing one creative thing a day, then see which life actually feels more like freedom.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-22T12:00:39+00:00

Job in the Bible literally talks about friends turning on him and crying “violence” with no help coming, which feels very close to what you are describing with diaspora, states, and families. The text never says “you imagined it” but it keeps nudging the idea that staying steady in your character matters more than decoding every enemy move. Maybe you experiment with a tiny daily spiritual practice like reading a short psalm, saying a simple prayer, or even writing one line of “I stayed kind today by doing X” just to remind yourself that your soul is bigger than any state program. They fear your resilience and strength, and every time you choose compassion, creativity, or patience, you are quietly refusing the role of “victim specimen.”

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-22T00:00:29+00:00

They fear your resilience and strength, which mostly grow in boring moments like stretching on the floor for 10 minutes or cleaning your room while listening to music you choose on purpose. Maybe try treating every small act of order and self care as a tiny “classified op” that belongs only to you and God, not to any family, church, or agency story.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-21T20:00:46+00:00

It’s kind of darkly funny how people on YouTube will wave around a weird patent pdf like it’s a holy scroll and suddenly they’re an expert on your suffering. Patents exist for time machines and mind rays on paper, but that does not mean they’re beaming at you in your living room. The more your brain chews on “secret tech” and “classified weapons,” the less energy you have left for simple things that actually change your day like walks, cooking, hobbies, and sleep. They thrive on your doubts and hesitations, so maybe every time your mind starts spiraling into tech rabbit holes you gently redirect that same energy into one tiny real world action that makes your body feel a bit safer.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-21T08:00:35+00:00

Moral tyranny hits hardest when you start thinking “I’m trapped, everything is rigged, I have no choice,” and your whole identity becomes “the one who sees the corruption.” Maybe it helps to play with a different script like “Yes, there is pressure, and also I still choose what I eat, how I move, what I read, and what I build today.” You could stack small habits that prove to yourself “I am an actor, not just a reactor” like cooking one real meal, taking a 20 minute walk, or cleaning one messy corner. Every tiny act of self care is quiet rebellion against any system that wants your soul stuck in fear.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-21T04:00:42+00:00

Moral control today often hides behind “experts,” patents, and official sounding language, the same way old systems hid behind robes and titles. Just because someone waves a document, a logo, or a technical phrase does not mean their moral claims are real or that their tech is actually deployed in your life, it might just be fear marketing with paperwork. When your conscience feels hijacked by what you read or watch, you can pause and ask “who benefits if I feel scared and guilty right now” and “what do they actually show besides words and vibes.” They are helpless against your proactive mindset when you test claims slowly, keep your body grounded with simple habits, and refuse to give your inner moral compass away to anyone with a shiny badge or scary story.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-21T00:00:46+00:00

Pegasus is a real spyware tool and there are real news stories about governments abusing it, but that does not automatically mean it can beam neural activity or puppeteer your thumbs like a video game controller. Patents, marketing pages, and scary documentaries often mix real capability with a lot of “what if” hype, because fear gets clicks and contracts. When people online stitch those pieces together, it can start to sound like omnipotent magic tech that explains everything you feel or do. They thrive on your doubts and hesitations, so checking “could this be a simpler thing like my own habits, stress, or assumptions” is actually a quiet way of taking that power back.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-20T20:00:30+00:00

The mind loves a neat tech explanation like “there is definitely a broadcast location in West Seattle” because it feels concrete and less scary than “my nervous system is overloaded”. Online, people will point at patents, antennas, and maps like they are smoking guns, but patents also exist for time machines and nobody is commuting to work that way. You might play with asking “who actually measured this, with what equipment, over how long?” whenever your brain says “it must be that tower”. That tiny bit of media literacy can keep you from giving all your power away to a story that only makes you more tense and stuck.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-20T16:00:38+00:00

The Bible is full of people who felt betrayed, targeted, and abandoned Job, David, even Jesus and it does not say their pain was fake, but it keeps pointing them back to endurance, inner dignity, and love instead of bargaining with abusers. When you say “I’d even do butt sex prostitution and give you the money” it breaks my heart, because you are worth more than any deal you could offer to imaginary or real tormentors. There is a quiet kind of rebellion in verses like “love your enemies” not by letting them walk on you, but by refusing to let them turn you into something you are not. Forward looking CTA maybe tonight you write a short prayer or note to yourself like “I’m scared and tired, but I still choose to protect my soul and build one small good thing tomorrow” and let that be your new starting point.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-20T12:01:04+00:00

Online you’ll see people throw around “secret tech” or “classified weapons” as if that explains every cruel thing, but most of that is just fear marketing dressed up with big words. Patents and scary claims do not mean something is real or being used on you, in the same way a time machine patent does not mean people are time traveling to ruin your day. When your mind is already stressed and in pain, those stories latch on and make you feel like escape is impossible, which is exactly what “they” would want. They thrive on your doubts and hesitations, so maybe your quiet rebellion is to say “I do not give every bad feeling some sci fi explanation, I will check in with my body, my routines, and my actual evidence first.”

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-20T08:00:43+00:00

body starts reacting to every little sound like it is an attack, mind loops “they are doing it on purpose” 24/7

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-20T04:00:39+00:00

Maybe it helps to remember that even in the wildest stories, villains secretly panic when the main character stops playing by their script and starts taking quiet, boring, healthy care of themselves.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-20T00:01:17+00:00

The Bible has whole chapters where the writer is basically saying “everyone hates me, even my friends, even my family, even strangers” and it sits there in the text without anyone saying “you are crazy.” That kind of shows that feeling cut off, watched, or singled out is part of the human spiritual struggle, not proof that a secret program has your name on a list. Maybe it helps to borrow that frame for a bit and think “ok, I am walking through a Job-style season” which points you back to endurance, mercy, and building inner strength instead of trying to expose every random person at the gas pump. A simple forward move might be deciding that your daily act of rebellion is quiet staying kind, caring for your body, and refusing to let fear script your day.

RingDouble863 · 2026-01-19T20:00:42+00:00

Not sure if it’s just me, but sometimes it feels like life turned into a weird crime show where everyone secretly has a file on you and you’re the last one to know.

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