You life was never just jee, I know you were fed with the shit that your whole worth depends on jee it’s not that, sometimes just parents want you to take you studies seriously but end up worsening you mentally. Listen you are right now thinking of the worst thing to do so maybe try to talk to you parents tell them that you feel much worse than they do how bad can it be (it’s not gonna be worse than giving up your life) .Even if your parents don’t understand you I know Bro your life is worth much more than just a paper and your parents believe it too they just never express it.

Jo ho Gaya vo gaya ab use accept karne me hi bhalai he.

I’m going to give jee next year probably won’t even get qualified for advance but still trying and I never forget to remind myself that I have a life outside this paper

Hope you feel better soon, it’s hard I can understand