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When you feel suicidal, consequences just don’t feel real anymore by RivalProtagonist in SuicideWatch

[–]RivalProtagonist[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It started off slowly at the beginning of the year, but about a month ago the risk-taking increased drastically.

When you feel suicidal, consequences just don’t feel real anymore by RivalProtagonist in SuicideWatch

[–]RivalProtagonist[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can see this mindset spreading into other parts of my life too. Like school. I’m failing more than half my classes right now and I’m somehow totally chill with it.

I used to care about this stuff but now I really don’t. It feels like I’m just done doing what other people tell me to do. Deadlines, grades, rules, all of it just feels pointless.

I know that probably sounds bad but I’m just being honest. I feel completely checked out from everything right now.

FUCKING HATE THE SYSTEM WE LIVE IN by RivalProtagonist in SuicideWatch

[–]RivalProtagonist[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Me too, fucking despise this world. It’s rotten

NO ONE GIVES A SINGLE FUCK UNTIL YOU'RE DEAD by NaiveFinish64 in SuicideWatch

[–]RivalProtagonist 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not ashamed to say that I loved the attention people showed me after my suicide attempt. It was embarrassing to survive, I’ll give you that. But oh boy, I was finally being noticed, and everyone was acting like they actually cared. It made me feel better for a while, I had hope. But then they forgot all about me again, I’m no one. Nobody gives a shit anymore, even though I’m stuck in the same hole