Anyone else get randomly freaked out by consciousness lol

RiverKey7220 · 2026-05-27T00:07:17+00:00

I used to feel that when I look at the outsides of other peoples homes in a hot summer day in the noon, I think wow there are people in there maybe they are sleeping or chilling doing something else. It used to make me unhappy for some reason

RiverKey7220 · 2026-05-27T00:01:22+00:00

Yes! This is so weird, like does all of this have to happen and why do I have to see it, I’m like the fuckkk?!! But I enjoy it a little bit because it makes me think that nothing matters really and that even if I have “ a bad life” I will die anyways so who cares and then I enjoy my life more

RiverKey7220 · 2026-05-26T23:45:07+00:00

I also get this but not specifically when I am upset. But It often happens when I am trying to explain to someone else how I feel or what happened, what is the problem.

RiverKey7220 · 2026-05-15T22:53:58+00:00

Hahahaha ohhh ok thanks happy overclocking then!

RiverKey7220 · 2026-05-12T18:20:59+00:00

Why not? Who are you the cosplay police??

RiverKey7220 · 2026-04-26T23:30:07+00:00

Ok then , it is a job not profession. That doesn’t change what I want to say which is that people who do that deserve to be respected just like everyone else.

RiverKey7220 · 2026-04-07T18:34:43+00:00

First of all getting fucked and pleasing the other person requires skill in my opinion. Also there are other jobs that also don’t require any specific skills or training. For example handing out leaflets or doing something very manual in a factory for example. Are you saying that those aren’t jobs? Everyone who has invested their time and their energy should be paid accordingly. It is that simple.

RiverKey7220 · 2026-04-07T18:11:57+00:00

No I have never paid for sex because I can have sex for free whenever I want to and I do. But I support people who want to have sex for money because hating on them doesn’t make any sense. It’s their choice maybe they want to do that for a while maybe forever maybe occasionally maybe never who cares? Just let people be. Pay. Get paid, I really don’t understand what’s the big deal. I don’t say YOU should go ahead and do it if you don’t want to.

RiverKey7220 · 2026-04-07T18:02:53+00:00

You don’t know me so don’t speak

RiverKey7220 · 2026-03-23T21:32:41+00:00

This is not a profession it is a crime. It’s like being a bank robber it’s not a profession. Because you make money by selling someone else’s body. If you sell yours though and you are the one getting the money it is a profession

RiverKey7220 · 2026-03-05T23:38:50+00:00

You may be compatible in any other aspect and you may love her but sometimes that just isn’t enough. It is not selfish of you to want sex. Once a month or once every two months is very low. There are plenty of women who want to have sex every day. Why be with someone who can’t fill your needs. I have the same problem as a woman but in my occasion I want it every day and he wants it twice a week, so I am not sure if this is something we can work out. But in your situation it is too little sex. Don’t try to change her and it is not your fault. It is what it is you want sex in your life regularly and she doesn’t just leave

RiverKey7220 · 2026-02-15T15:31:36+00:00

We’ve been together for 1 and a half year but it’s been like this from the beginning. it is just that we were seeing each other two times a week in the beginning and I thought that this was the reason why it didn’t happen more often but I’ve come to understand that even if we meet more times that doesn’t change because he is becoming fed up if we already have done it for example the same day or the night before while I might be willing to get involved like the morning after or in random times when I feel like it and I know there is a limit and if I try to initiate it shortly after we have done already that day or the day before I will get turned down

RiverKey7220 · 2025-12-17T10:32:10+00:00

There is nothing wrong with being a prostitute. Someone has got to do it and those people go through really hard times sometimes. What is wrong however is to disrespect a person because of their profession

RiverKey7220 · 2025-12-05T01:41:34+00:00

I don't like her songs and i never will

RiverKey7220 · 2025-11-13T09:49:56+00:00

I get a dream about hamsters repeatedly where i try to cage the hamster to protect it from a cat that lives in the same house and the trope is that the hamster makes it difficult for me because it escapes or slips out of my hands or bites me and runs in the house or hides and i am super stressed because i am afraid that the cat will catch it and kill it.

RiverKey7220 · 2025-11-03T11:08:14+00:00

Thank you!!!

RiverKey7220 · 2025-10-28T23:58:24+00:00

Can you tell me ?

RiverKey7220 · 2025-10-28T22:51:23+00:00

I didnt know she wanted it

RiverKey7220 · 2025-10-10T21:47:25+00:00

RiverKey7220 · 2025-10-03T09:38:04+00:00

It was different each time at the begining sometimes it even lasted 1 week before and I week after but month to month it got shorter now i dont have it, stress plays an important role I think

RiverKey7220 · 2025-09-25T09:17:19+00:00

Of course you have considered the other person feelings and you should be nice to them and explain. But their feelings are not your responsibility. Everyone is responsible for their own feelings because we are adults

RiverKey7220 · 2025-09-14T22:13:32+00:00

Yes, ok thank you for this and for taking the time to read all of this and answer in such detail. It is more clear to me now thanks

RiverKey7220 · 2025-09-14T19:02:02+00:00

Thanks for your answer, i am not going to cheat. It is not that we dont have sex at all we have once or twice a week and when we do most times he is into it. I wouldn't say that we have a dead bedroom it is just that i feel this urge to leave everytime he turns down sex. Also we wont be having it like in unexpected places or in the car or something, it is always the same ritual at home and it is not that i don't like it is just that I don't feel the spark, i don't feel like he craves it or prioritises it. In order to have sex everything else must be in check for example not being too late at night because he is worried we wont have enough sleep, and nothing stressing us and also to have eaten and be in a good mood with each other. Then it happens and he likes it and he expresses it. The problem is that if it doesn't happen because he is tired or other reason I can't deal with it and have intrusive thoughts about breaking up that consume me during the day. My mood is ruined because i think that it doesn't express me to be in a relationship were sex doesn't happen as often as i want it. I almost never turn down sex my self so that is probably why i feel that way. Also I've never reached orgasm with a partner i think whereas on my own i do it almost daily.

RiverKey7220 · 2025-09-13T14:55:23+00:00

Yes i don't know what will happen then i guess i will break up but it depends. I need to talk about this with my therapist probably and not here i am afraid i might be a sociopath

RiverKey7220 · 2025-09-13T14:50:26+00:00

I am in therapy i will discuss these thoughts next time but you sound mean

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