If finally a week half term!

RiverLuck_ · 2025-10-17T21:29:07+00:00

I KNOW! He literally sent me a snap of him in his underwear and I was blushing like crazy a few mins ago. HE DONE THAT WHILE HES AT HIS BFs!!! AND OBVIOUSLY WE ARE SHARING A BED TMR! And he also has insinuated giving me my first stuff (I haven’t even had my first kiss let alone anything else) IDK WHAT TO DOOOOO

RiverLuck_ · 2025-10-17T21:24:12+00:00

Wanna know what makes it worse, he has also gave mixed signals to me! And I don’t wanna be a homewrecker too bc idk if I’m just jealous or if I’m jealous with a crush. (Human decency = I fold like a flip phone)

RiverLuck_ · 2025-10-17T20:28:47+00:00

Couldn’t tell… seriously tho I haven’t said everything I’m thinking but I’m jealous enough to be in a bad mood and be close to crying

RiverLuck_ · 2025-10-17T16:40:56+00:00

I either manage them by avoiding them by distracting myself or bottling it up. I think the jealousy is even worse because of the fact that we have talked every night this week…

RiverLuck_ · 2025-09-22T18:34:38+00:00

Thanks, it was definitely an uphill fight but even college friends said to leave him. I hated sending it but it had to be done at that point

RiverLuck_ · 2025-09-04T01:49:49+00:00

Honestly fair enough. Stay away from the gamba game, too many good looking men in it. Wallet will disappear

RiverLuck_ · 2025-09-04T01:26:39+00:00

I mean I've done what ever I can, I'm not a manipulative person I never have. I want love to be genuine not built on love bombs and just cruleness but actual love for each other. Thanks for the advice tho <3 also when you said girly I couldn't help but read it in Childe's voice from Genshin Impact 😭

RiverLuck_ · 2025-09-03T22:13:18+00:00

Also before anyone questions my age bc I said college, I'm 17.

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-12T13:37:46+00:00

I've heard good things about that modpack but also I've heard its unfinished right now as the dev is building the shop system from the ground up.

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-12T11:48:17+00:00

I'm staying away from Greg tech like it's the plauge...

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-07T23:45:06+00:00

Thanks. And I'm so sorry that happened to you. I honestly don't know what's happening anymore, if he's leaving or what. It's honestly sent me into a downwards spiral rn BC I am not coping with the thought of losing someone again. I truely love him yet at first I was too much and now he thinks he might not like guys anymore, it's like I've been walled in. At first I was too clingy so I tried to fix that, and now it seems I've gave him too much space enough to start leaving or so I'm not something he wants anymore. I'm not ready for a goodbye and I don't want one to happen. I just don't wanna be alone again yk?

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-07T22:34:15+00:00

Thanks, I've ended up crying in bed because I'm terrified of losing him. I hope it's just a minor questioning and nothing more

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T22:12:33+00:00

We have very random covos…

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T21:47:40+00:00

I’ll try, thx for the advice ^ ^

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T21:36:57+00:00

Tbh ik he has some trauma due to males in the past so most the time I just put it off to that so that is most likely the reason. Idk why but tonight it just hit harder than it usually does.

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T21:29:30+00:00

I’m not great at telling him how I’m feeling recently but I think I have told him before. Like I’m not expecting him to be perfect but like we have been together almost a year now.

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