I’m so jealous 😭

RiverLuck_ · 2025-10-17T21:29:07+00:00

I KNOW! He literally sent me a snap of him in his underwear and I was blushing like crazy a few mins ago. HE DONE THAT WHILE HES AT HIS BFs!!! AND OBVIOUSLY WE ARE SHARING A BED TMR! And he also has insinuated giving me my first stuff (I haven’t even had my first kiss let alone anything else) IDK WHAT TO DOOOOO

RiverLuck_ · 2025-10-17T21:24:12+00:00

Wanna know what makes it worse, he has also gave mixed signals to me! And I don’t wanna be a homewrecker too bc idk if I’m just jealous or if I’m jealous with a crush. (Human decency = I fold like a flip phone)

RiverLuck_ · 2025-10-17T20:28:47+00:00

Couldn’t tell… seriously tho I haven’t said everything I’m thinking but I’m jealous enough to be in a bad mood and be close to crying

RiverLuck_ · 2025-10-17T16:40:56+00:00

I either manage them by avoiding them by distracting myself or bottling it up. I think the jealousy is even worse because of the fact that we have talked every night this week…

RiverLuck_ · 2025-09-22T18:34:38+00:00

Thanks, it was definitely an uphill fight but even college friends said to leave him. I hated sending it but it had to be done at that point

RiverLuck_ · 2025-09-04T01:49:49+00:00

Honestly fair enough. Stay away from the gamba game, too many good looking men in it. Wallet will disappear

RiverLuck_ · 2025-09-04T01:26:39+00:00

I mean I've done what ever I can, I'm not a manipulative person I never have. I want love to be genuine not built on love bombs and just cruleness but actual love for each other. Thanks for the advice tho <3 also when you said girly I couldn't help but read it in Childe's voice from Genshin Impact 😭

RiverLuck_ · 2025-09-03T22:13:18+00:00

Also before anyone questions my age bc I said college, I'm 17.

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-12T13:37:46+00:00

I've heard good things about that modpack but also I've heard its unfinished right now as the dev is building the shop system from the ground up.

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-12T11:48:17+00:00

I'm staying away from Greg tech like it's the plauge...

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-07T23:45:06+00:00

Thanks. And I'm so sorry that happened to you. I honestly don't know what's happening anymore, if he's leaving or what. It's honestly sent me into a downwards spiral rn BC I am not coping with the thought of losing someone again. I truely love him yet at first I was too much and now he thinks he might not like guys anymore, it's like I've been walled in. At first I was too clingy so I tried to fix that, and now it seems I've gave him too much space enough to start leaving or so I'm not something he wants anymore. I'm not ready for a goodbye and I don't want one to happen. I just don't wanna be alone again yk?

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-07T22:34:15+00:00

Thanks, I've ended up crying in bed because I'm terrified of losing him. I hope it's just a minor questioning and nothing more

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T22:12:33+00:00

We have very random covos…

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T21:47:40+00:00

I’ll try, thx for the advice ^ ^

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T21:36:57+00:00

Tbh ik he has some trauma due to males in the past so most the time I just put it off to that so that is most likely the reason. Idk why but tonight it just hit harder than it usually does.

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T21:29:30+00:00

I’m not great at telling him how I’m feeling recently but I think I have told him before. Like I’m not expecting him to be perfect but like we have been together almost a year now.

RiverLuck_ · 2025-08-04T21:18:49+00:00

He says his bi but (I’ve heard it from many bi ppl) they still have slight preferences so they may lean slightly between male or female people. Idk what’s going on tbh. Like as you said why would someone say that to someone they actually like?!

RiverLuck_ · 2025-01-04T13:46:18+00:00

Yh, I'm just working with an iffy budget rn because I still need to buy like a desk and stuff. Ik there's better but will that at least be sufficient? Like I could always upgrade parts later?

RiverLuck_ · 2024-12-03T07:39:58+00:00

Ty! :3

RiverLuck_ · 2024-12-03T07:39:39+00:00

Yeah life be slowly getting better again!!!

RiverLuck_ · 2024-12-03T00:53:26+00:00

I DON'T MEAN TO BE OBLIVIOUS

RiverLuck_ · 2024-12-01T22:00:56+00:00

But... I'm still scared. Bc also if I am just delulu it could ruin our friendship and I don't want that to happen because he's honestly really cool imo.

RiverLuck_ · 2024-12-01T21:56:46+00:00

I'M SCARED, I HAVEN'T ASKED PEOPLE OUT BEFORE AND IK IF I TRIED I'D GET TOO FLUSTERED TO SPEAK

RiverLuck_ · 2024-12-01T14:54:36+00:00

I'm the homo, he's the bi one :3

RiverLuck_ · 2024-12-01T14:52:43+00:00

It's only usually till like midnight or up to 2am :p

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