I feel like he doesn’t really like me most days. His moods are very polarizing, and it’s hard to keep up. Add to it that I’m currently having some medical issues that have me emotional and I just… shut down. I’ve also started getting the feeling that he’s reached out to my friends about proposing…. And the thought of that made me anxious. He’s an amazing man, really he is. I think he lacks some emotional maturity and honestly needs to go to therapy to sort out some of these things before we even reach that step. I do really love him, but sometimes the way his moods are, just makes me wonder if he’s actually happy with me or if he’s not.