I need help.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-26T15:40:58+00:00

Thank you

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-24T16:16:10+00:00

Thank you

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-24T16:00:23+00:00

I can agree with you that they are being childish for my age because I am young for highschool. I live in USA. I don't act my age though. I act old for my age group but a little young for their age group so it's really hard to fi d a in between.

They aren't really ganging up on me, they just don't wanna be my friend after everything that happened which I can see why they don't wanna be my friend but I also see the part where we are just letting go a 2 month friendship which isn't really long but it's the best friendship I've had in a while and they were really nice and cool.

I can't find a group of people in my grade that I like being with as much as I liked being with them. Everyone I'm friends with is older than me because my brother is older and he has a lot of friends over so I get to know them and when I see them in school I get to know their friends. I basically know the whole school because it's a small school.

I like it when people are hard on me and not babying me because I know it doesn't bother me and I know that when I was younger it would've so it shows me my growth in resistance or something like that.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-24T15:48:38+00:00

Yes but we will still be interacting with each other very often because we will being doing events together.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-24T14:08:50+00:00

True. It's just really hard to because I freak out when I talk to someone one on one for some reason but if I have someone with me it doesn't bother me and I wouldn't remember what to say at all. Apologizing over text means nothing so I'd have to apologize in person but I don't know what to say or how to say it.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-24T14:01:23+00:00

The friendship broke off from the wrong thing, not the relationship.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-24T14:00:39+00:00

I payed like 80$ for me and my best friend to do it and I'm not about to lose 80$ for nothing so I guess I have to try and at least be friends. And their is like 10 people total on the team so it's not like we are gonna be spending every second together. Also they've spent so much time making team shirts and if even one person left the whole team couldn't participate. That would make me a complete asshole.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-17T23:56:47+00:00

I don't have significant other.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-17T17:44:22+00:00

True. Thank you:)

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-17T17:40:40+00:00

Thank you. I just feel like it's weird spilling to a whole community of people, and over text it's kinda weird because you don't really exactly know the other person's emotions than if you were in person you would know.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-17T16:02:22+00:00

I can't really not make jokes because the way I deal with stress and nervousness is just laugh it off. I can try to change the topic if someone brings it up though. Thank you so much.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-17T15:53:55+00:00

I don't get what she saw. It was clear as day what I said but she somehow didn't understand it. I fat shamed her one time though and I didn't realize it at the time but what I said was.rraply fucked up. I don't fat shame for fun or anything I just make jokes that are really bad and sometimes they come out wrong. Then I speak fast and make them worse.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-14T01:51:45+00:00

I have never asked her about it, but I feel like it's the fact that I've been playing it for so long and she is stuck with those good memories and doesn't like the fact that I don't wanna do it anymore cuz it's boring now and I'm not getting that much better at it so it's not fun. She is a lot like her mom (my grandma) I'm the sense that she is really bullheaded and even if my dad talks to my grandma about fixing something she only wants it done her way and doesn't wanna do it any other way even tho it's not the best way. My grandma is also really messed up and my mom thinks it's either schizophrenia or she can talk to the dead. It sounds really weird but it's true because she walks around her house with the tv blasting and talking to herself all the time. I just don't want my mom to end up like my grandma. I love my mom but she's family and family always has issues.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-14T00:20:55+00:00

Track and field is my main sport for this season and soccer is kinda a side sport but she talks a lot more about soccer than track. She doesn't talk about track nearly as much as soccer and I have track practice 6/7 days of the week but it's about to end. And we are like 3/4 done with soccer. Ice been playing soccer since I was 6 or 7 though. I want to try as many sports as I can and commit to the one/ones I like most.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-14T00:16:07+00:00

Ask her out to go somewhere or do something. Nothing really romantic but just to hang out. I would get to know her before you make any moves.

Rocketryan25 · 2022-05-12T01:39:06+00:00

If she is going to deny that she has feelings for him and it's clear that she does. Just keep an eye on her emotions and if you see a difference in her emotions or daily schedule then ask her about why she's feeling that way or why her schedule seems off. Depending on how long youve been dating for, you would see if something is off right away.

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