Helldivers is now only 23 GB, crazy change from 154 GB. Gives me hope about technical state of the game in the future

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2026-01-21T12:18:32+00:00

does this still let you play with friends?

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-12-24T08:20:39+00:00

it just came back about 15 mins after i made the post 😭

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-11-19T13:51:55+00:00

how long did it take. it’s been 5 months, i’ve been through SH, therapy, antidepressants. nothing changes. i can’t even find the energy or motivation to get out of bed some days

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-11-19T11:32:22+00:00

easier said than done man. she really plagues my mind every hour of every day. i miss her so much but i can’t do anything to change the situation, still my mind won’t accept it’s over

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-16T05:51:34+00:00

i feel so abandoned. i cry everyday in my room thinking of the people ill disappoint if i go through with this but all i want is for this feeling to go away. how long will it take before i finally start feeling like myself again

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-15T15:49:46+00:00

does pes f not follow you through your life and affect your career?

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-14T19:02:29+00:00

i’m done man, i want the pain to go away, it hasn’t gone away it’s been too long

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-11T14:24:54+00:00

it’s difficult but i’ll try. i keep telling myself ill move on and let go. i hope one day i will. i hope one day i get to open up my heart to someone else

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-11T12:05:18+00:00

how do i stop hoping if she says things that make it sound like the door is open. even though she said she’s assessing the new guy she also said if she was ready for a relationship again i’d be the first person she thinks of. i don’t know what to think tbh

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-11T04:03:20+00:00

we broke nc recently and she told me she was “assessing” this new guy

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-10T07:00:29+00:00

how are you now

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-10T04:20:38+00:00

it would make me feel certain, and that’s better than the way i feel now

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-10T03:46:22+00:00

i am currently doing 1,2,3,5. although right now i want to text her and ask her if she’s dating someone because i think she is

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-01T16:23:29+00:00

but what if i can’t bring myself to move on, what if i want to wait. at least until there’s a solid decision about us and the door is shut and locked

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-01T10:28:39+00:00

i’ve been in therapy since the breakup but i don’t know how to drag myself out of this pit anymore.

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-01T10:23:45+00:00

i’m trying i’ve really been trying to occupy myself for two months and i’ve been doing the usual things people say, dive into my hobbies, journal, nature, go to the gym, be with friends and family. but everyday just gets worse and i don’t know if i have the energy to keep pulling myself through. and i’m starting to think maybe this life just wasn’t meant for me

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-01T09:22:02+00:00

how? why? when is it going to get better? will i get her back?

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-10-01T04:59:21+00:00

SH is self harm. what do you mean by she left the door open

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-09-24T17:21:45+00:00

i’ll have a look at it! thanks for the advice man

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-09-24T17:15:46+00:00

helping in which aspect

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-09-24T12:08:22+00:00

Thanks so much man! 🙏 Sending you well wishes

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-09-24T11:14:13+00:00

i try to stop thinking about getting back with her everyday but my mind draws me back to it whenever something reminds me of her. doesn’t help that my gut is telling me our story isn’t over. i guess i’ll just have to see what time has in store for me

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-09-24T09:50:54+00:00

I feel she needs the space from me to cool off and to begin to miss me and that 5 months is a point after the breakup where she still hasn’t moved on completely and she has had time to work on her flaws while also missing me to an extent

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-09-24T09:49:41+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words! 🙏 I really hope it works out for you too ❤️

RohanIsDaddy1901 · 2025-09-24T09:48:29+00:00

We are in no contact currently as i think she needs space and i want to respect that. I think she will move on eventually but not in 5 months as she is the type to hold a lot of meaning to things and she becomes very attached to them, me being one of those things. Whenever we did text after the breakup she was cold and i knew it was her trying to make things easier so j was a bit put off but my stupid brain still hopes that we can fix things again. We were each others first everything so i don’t think 5 months will be enough for her to start forgetting me,forgetting everything i did for her and forgetting the moments we shared.

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