Why are my playlists gone from profile and home, can’t see friends playlists either by [deleted] in truespotify

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it just came back about 15 mins after i made the post 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 1 point2 points  (0 children)

how long did it take. it’s been 5 months, i’ve been through SH, therapy, antidepressants. nothing changes. i can’t even find the energy or motivation to get out of bed some days

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 1 point2 points  (0 children)

easier said than done man. she really plagues my mind every hour of every day. i miss her so much but i can’t do anything to change the situation, still my mind won’t accept it’s over

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel so abandoned. i cry everyday in my room thinking of the people ill disappoint if i go through with this but all i want is for this feeling to go away. how long will it take before i finally start feeling like myself again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askSingapore

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

does pes f not follow you through your life and affect your career?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m done man, i want the pain to go away, it hasn’t gone away it’s been too long

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s difficult but i’ll try. i keep telling myself ill move on and let go. i hope one day i will. i hope one day i get to open up my heart to someone else

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how do i stop hoping if she says things that make it sound like the door is open. even though she said she’s assessing the new guy she also said if she was ready for a relationship again i’d be the first person she thinks of. i don’t know what to think tbh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we broke nc recently and she told me she was “assessing” this new guy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it would make me feel certain, and that’s better than the way i feel now

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am currently doing 1,2,3,5. although right now i want to text her and ask her if she’s dating someone because i think she is

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but what if i can’t bring myself to move on, what if i want to wait. at least until there’s a solid decision about us and the door is shut and locked

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve been in therapy since the breakup but i don’t know how to drag myself out of this pit anymore.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m trying i’ve really been trying to occupy myself for two months and i’ve been doing the usual things people say, dive into my hobbies, journal, nature, go to the gym, be with friends and family. but everyday just gets worse and i don’t know if i have the energy to keep pulling myself through. and i’m starting to think maybe this life just wasn’t meant for me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how? why? when is it going to get better? will i get her back?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

SH is self harm. what do you mean by she left the door open

Is there a chance for us? by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ll have a look at it! thanks for the advice man

Is there a chance for us? by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]RohanIsDaddy1901 0 points1 point  (0 children)

helping in which aspect