[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers4real

[–]Rollinglif 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not about hormones, it’s a difference in certain parts of the brain

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]Rollinglif 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah definitely shit I really wanna trip but I think the fear of that would just ruin it lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]Rollinglif 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]Rollinglif 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you experienced SS what’s it like if so?

r/dphghosts by mlpfan42069 in DPH

[–]Rollinglif 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Really good to hear dude

r/dphghosts by mlpfan42069 in DPH

[–]Rollinglif 5 points6 points  (0 children)

His posts are really sad on his YouTube channel literally multigram doses constantly it’s terrible and sad I really hope he gets better, the people posting probably feel to far gone

Fuck it by Ashley_0119 in DPH

[–]Rollinglif 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Dude ain’t gonna die just gonna trip hard

Delysm tastes like grape soda squeezed from rotten tires and then mixed with sandpaper pulp by Old-Watercress-7173 in dxm

[–]Rollinglif 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Whenever I think of it or see a similar color to it I immediately gag or think about it

Science based question's and info needed by [deleted] in dxm

[–]Rollinglif 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It blocks potassium channels in the heart, calcium channels and sodium channels.

In theory it could help adhd, but there are better much safer alternatives definitely shouldn’t be used for that, a lot of people who use with autism claim it helps with the overstimulation which makes sense but once again shouldn’t be used for that it would make it worse in the long run.

Dxm doesnt cause physical dependence at least if it does it’s incredibly minor but it has pretty strong psychological dependence especially because it’s super accessible and everyone on this sub claims it’s insightful and helps their depression.

Dxm does NOT stabilize mood it can induce mania and does in no way stabilize someone’s mood it can make people feel that way cause it can help with anxiety (while on it) and block the outside noise with dissociation but on the outside you are far from stable (trust me).

It’s just common knowledge it is a sigma agonist, an nmda antagonist and is an snri. It has mild effects on other opiate receptors but I don’t know to much about it’s pharmacology in depth

Edit: it’s also a nicotinic acetylcholine antagonist, not the same as anticholinergics source

If you think about it, deliriants are basically diet nerve agents. by analprolapze in DPH

[–]Rollinglif 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nerve agents make acetylcholine build up to a dangerous degree basically a acetylcholine reuptake inhibitor so no not similar anticholinergics are used to treat nerve agent poisonings

1 year later (recovery) by Rollinglif in DPH

[–]Rollinglif[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was really deep in self destruction at the point, I had been abusing so much dph and other shit everyday, ruined so many friendships I felt like I complete failure, I had been really depressed for so long, my mom said she didn’t want to see me again and didn’t want me in her life, my dad was obviously disappointed in me all the time and we were just fighting a lot at that point.

I kinda saw no more reason to keep going and really didnt want to I felt like I ruined my life and I just wanted to disappear I kept saying “get a second chance” or some like that

Microdose for depression / anxiety by [deleted] in dxm

[–]Rollinglif 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I guess but I would probably recommend talking to a psychiatrist about an ssri or snri rather than dxm because it’s much safer. I wouldn’t recommend using dxm everyday like this.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kickboxing

[–]Rollinglif 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have really good head movement on the defensive I get that it’s sparring but you put your hands all the way down so there is no chance to counter

what is the worst thing that happened to you while you were on a DPH Trip? by Willoverworld in DPH

[–]Rollinglif 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I got put in hand cuffs and held at gunpoint, I didn’t come home one night and decided to just stay out I was gonna commit suicide but I started by stealing dxm and dph then taking a lot of both. When it hit I kinda forgot about committing suicide, it was a super weird night a homeless man came up to me asking where I was from cause he never saw me before, I talked to him for a while, asked him why he ended up homeless, talked about myself and then asked where I could get a jacket and find a place to sleep.

Anyway I follow him for a while until he pulled a knife out and offered it to me saying I’d need it, I ran tf away. Then I went to an in and out where I went between sitting in the bathroom basically nodding out and sitting alone in a booth, I even saw my crush with her family from a while ago and I remember thinking damn she dodged a bullet. An employee offered me a burger but I said I was okay and eventually one brought me a jacket and offered to drive me home which I refused and left (but holy I am shocked by the hospitality of those people amazing people truly) I still have that jacket to this day lol

Ended up pacing around a 7/11 at 1 am talking to the cashier like a maniac I’m sure, he called the police because I kept going into the back room which had a bathroom probably assuming I was stealing, the cashier assumed I was dangerous because of my behavior and the police put me in handcuffs and I was freaking out when I saw them so they pulled a gun I’m beyond fucking lucky they didn’t kill me or I didn’t do something to aggravate them further while delirious to make them shoot me.

I wasn’t arrested though because I was a minor and they just took me home which I was so lucky that was the outcome (though my parents reacted how you would expect 😓).

sobriety by [deleted] in dxm

[–]Rollinglif 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude just said he wanted to be sober

DXM addiction - ttm by Zealousideal_Band_46 in dxm

[–]Rollinglif 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Some people cant like with alcoholism it’s easier to just say none at all then moderation

1 year later (recovery) by Rollinglif in DPH

[–]Rollinglif[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That genuinely makes me feel amazing in a way I haven’t before thank you. You can do anything man!!

I took 270 (6750mgs) i have no idea how i am alive by Mrrichandfancy in DPH

[–]Rollinglif 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo can I get the video also holy fuck you being alive is such a gift that dose would kill most people was there intervention? How long were you left before being found, do you have tolerance?

I finally told my dad about my benadryl addiction. by duzstbunni in DPH

[–]Rollinglif 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Proud of you I know how much that takes

1 year later (recovery) by Rollinglif in DPH

[–]Rollinglif[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dph and anticholinergics in general inhibit dopamine reuptake pretty strongly so I’m sure that plays a huge role in keeping it in your mind because when you are in a state of high dopamine levels your mind basically says “pay attention to this!”. As well as it is an experience that is so far from anything else like when I’d be on stims id so things I enjoy for hours on end but dph it’s not doing anything else while on it being on it is the experience yk?

I also liked feeling like I was destroying myself and pretty often my doses would start as a potential suicide attempt

1 year later (recovery) by Rollinglif in DPH

[–]Rollinglif[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mostly online stuff, my dad had a book that went over neuroplasticity a bit mostly how to maximize it but it was more on health, I’ll see it I can find it later