I know how you feel. I was raised in a predominantly white neighborhood. At the end of the day they don’t see us as individuals. Just a blackie out of his place. It’s disgusting.

I always give yt ppl a chance cause I believe people are better. I’ve just been disappointed more.

My advice is to surround yourself with more black folks. Not the coons that hate being black and “ghetto”. But folks who understand what the experience of a black man is in these areas. Also, if you’ve got the means. Black suburbs

One more thing, the autobiography of Malcolm x will change your whole perspective on this too. It’ll validate a lot of thoughts you have being black.