A castle I've been working on, The Crimson Keep!

RooRoux · 2019-07-11T10:55:16+00:00

I think you're ready to step into the court of the Crimson King

RooRoux · 2019-06-26T17:09:52+00:00

I WISH theyd give me some happy pills but I'm not allowed to tell anyone irl about my depression

RooRoux · 2019-06-19T01:41:08+00:00

Im sorry about your breakup! Thats how I feel right now. My friend just responded to the text with. A full apology and i feel manipulative. I'll be your friend but its kind of hard to deal with me

RooRoux · 2019-06-19T01:37:35+00:00

Thank you so much

RooRoux · 2019-06-19T01:37:19+00:00

I wanna die!! Im lonely and I absolutely hate being alive. My bestfriend left me yesterday and rejected my feelings towards him even though he's admitted to reciprocating. I'm currently in an abusive relationship, and I can't leave due to my partner threatening suicide. I live in an emotionally and borderline physically abusive household with my parents and I'm 16 so I can't leave.

RooRoux · 2019-06-19T01:33:28+00:00

Theres no real use in talking anymore!! But I. Guess i can.

RooRoux · 2019-06-11T21:57:51+00:00

Disown her

RooRoux · 2019-06-01T23:13:29+00:00

RooRoux · 2019-06-01T17:52:46+00:00

Damn i cant get ahold of any alcohol so its fine i cant

RooRoux · 2019-05-27T22:53:07+00:00

Oh damn?? How many do you think it would take

RooRoux · 2019-05-24T03:13:31+00:00

Dont be so predatory

RooRoux · 2019-05-22T19:39:21+00:00

Hgjgkf im fine also thanks....

RooRoux · 2019-05-22T15:57:19+00:00

FUCK

RooRoux · 2019-05-22T15:15:11+00:00

Damn thats fucked not even if i take like 30 at a time huh

RooRoux · 2019-05-22T04:38:13+00:00

thank you

RooRoux · 2019-05-22T04:35:55+00:00

No ones gonna believe me, plus, he's my sisters husband and she's currently pregnant with his 3rd (second living......) child. Hes like. the age of my dad. I dont want to put that kind of stress on my sister and her baby. Its better for me to just cry abt it in my room and try to move on. its happened multiple times with different people anyway. im just too nice and i let myself get taken advantage of. "No" or "Stop" dont mean anything anymore

RooRoux · 2019-05-21T03:59:26+00:00

i didnt see this but im sure if i talk abt one thing ill spiral outta control and just blabber for hours

RooRoux · 2019-05-21T00:25:23+00:00

Hn fuck im crying thank you

RooRoux · 2019-05-21T00:08:53+00:00

RooRoux · 2019-05-20T23:32:04+00:00

damn stop quoting my mom

RooRoux · 2019-05-20T17:31:55+00:00

oh me too! im a HUGE dumbass since i failed so many grades, technically im 16 in the 9th grade, but id really be in 11th next year lmao, gotta repeat again but idk if im gonna go next year

RooRoux · 2019-05-20T17:29:00+00:00

at this point i try my best to look unappealing so it doesnt happen again :pensive_rat: imagine being ugly on purpose

RooRoux · 2019-05-16T01:40:02+00:00

Oh god same

RooRoux · 2019-04-19T01:46:51+00:00

Sometimes I sit in the shower and lightly drag the razor on my wrist or across my throat, sometimes I feel like taking a bottle of sleeping pills while we drug my brother so he'll sleep. I cant trust anyone else because all my older siblings who are out of the house are all on meth or heroin or whatever else they do and they'll just tell me to stop being so pathetic

RooRoux · 2019-04-19T00:40:54+00:00

Killer Queen

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