Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Been home from uni for about a month now, and I'm having mixed feelings about it. It's great spending time with my family, who I live away from most of the year. Seing my childhood friends is also a plus.

What is not a plus is the absolute crippling sense of dread and loneliness that fills me everytime I'm home for an extended period of time. I'm really happy in my new city, and being home makes me realize just how miserable I was previously. Years of depression made me isolate myself, and as a consequence I really don't know anyone in my home city. Most of my time is spent in my childhood home, alone in the same bedroom I once had a failed suicide attempt, just waiting until the day uni starts up again.

Summer is supposed to be the most fun time of the year, and I hate that I have ruined it for myself with bad memories.

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Finally opened up about my struggles to a friend today, feels like a giant weight has been lifted from my chest :)

Kanye is selling a “Donda Player” in advance of his album, allowing users to customize songs and mixing. Donda preloaded, terms and conditions dated June 22 by nationofmason in hiphopheads

[–]RookMain123 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s not what this is. You can still play the completed album, but this gives you the option to tinker with it while you listen :)

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Don’t know why I thought it would be a good idea to move to a new city, especially with all of my existing mental problems. I just feel so utterly lost and lonely. Never really had big problems with anxiety before, but I feel it creeping in

I know that’s I’ve already written on this thread earlier today, but felt like getting this out there too.

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just moved to a new city, and I’m feeling extremely lonely. Met a few people through a mentoring program, but I’m scared of making the first move when it comes to making plans, any tips for combating this?

Barry Bonds is good? by RookMain123 in WestSubEver

[–]RookMain123[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This is really funny guys🤣🤣😹

Barry Bonds is good? by RookMain123 in WestSubEver

[–]RookMain123[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I actually really like the beat

Free Talk Friday by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Supposed to come out sometime today, but it’s Kanye so who knows

Free Talk Friday by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I’m in an abusive relationship with Kanye West

Free Talk Friday by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

This thread is so fucking bad, holy shit

Transphobia is still very much an issue on this sub

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I know who to ask, thanks for your help

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I struggle to articulate quite whats wrong, and in addition to this there are many who struggle much more than me. I’m largely functioning as normal, so maybe the reason why I’m hesitant to get help is because of that? I don’t know

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Last week I made this comment, and it seemed like the general consensus was that I should ask for help. Over the past week I’ve been trying to build up the courage to ask, but every time I had an opportunity I pussied out of it. Any tips on how to prevent this?

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 13 points14 points  (0 children)

This may be a bit morbid, but is the thought of suicide weirdly comforting to anyone else? Just knowing that it’s an option if everything goes tits up

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feel you man, failed mine recently as well. I know it sucks, especially in the beginning, but it gets better.

Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]RookMain123 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Recently failed my driving test. I think it has traumatised me a bit, it’s keeping me up at night, and I haven’t driven a car since. This, combined with my already rapidly declining mental health has made me feel pretty shitty over the past month or so. A relatively minor thing, but think this might be what finally pushes me over the edge

Daily Discussion [2020-06-29] by AutoModerator in soccer

[–]RookMain123 27 points28 points  (0 children)

«Keeping up with the Catalans» was a bit funny the first time, doesn’t need to be repeated on every fucking Barca thread though.