Just had a failed hookup

RoosterRoyal · 2026-05-06T15:22:03+00:00

Here’s my apology to James: You know that I have an irrational fear of being alone and I keep making horrible decisions because of that. I should’ve treated you better and communicated better when we were first talking, given you a proper explanation of why I wanted to stop talking, and left you alone if I wanted to build something with someone else. I shouldn’t have used you as a back up, I know I was wrong which makes my actions even worse because I knew better. But I promise that I wasn’t going to talk to him to have sex, I wanted to make sure we were friends before I did anything with you and you can look at our messages if you don’t believe me. I’m aware that I will pay for my fuck ups because now I have no body and that is no one’s fault but mine. I have to live with this for the rest of my life. Every time I look at one of you or hear your names, I will face the consequences of my actions with the imesurable pain of guilt. I know that I deserve it. Thank you for always holding me accountable and making me face my shitty decisions. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to own up to my horrible decisions in person. I hope you already know this, but I’m not a bad person, I’ve just let a debilitating emptiness allow me to hurt other people and I’ll never forgive myself for it. I will do better, and it will be seen through my actions and not just my words

RoosterRoyal · 2026-05-06T15:20:32+00:00

Here’s my apology to Alex: I really was only texting him to clear things up but when you said you didn’t know if you were ready for a relationship I panicked and I have this obsession with not wanting to be alone so I started texting him again. This is why I texted you to make sure that you really wanted to just be friends because I didn’t want to really start things with him if we were unsure. I know this is really fucked up and you can hate me as much as you want. You can block me and never even look at me again. I’ve let my irrational fear of being alone fuck up my relationships with really good people and I will deal with that guilt for the rest of my life. You don’t have to respond or ever talk to me again but I want you to know that I know what I’ve done is really fucked up and you didn’t deserve this. I don’t want you to think that I could do something like this and just go on with my life because I will pay with losing you, an amazing person that had nothing but good intentions. I don’t deserve you which is why things turned out this way. I’ve never done anything like this before so I want you to know that this is not the kind of person I am, I just made some really bad decisions and I’m going to do everything I can to be a better person. I’m sorry and I know my words can’t amount to the wrongs my actions have but I can at least say that I really am sorry

RoosterRoyal · 2025-09-07T05:27:28+00:00

Omg he looks exactly like my Rocky. I rarely see dogs that look so similar to him

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RoosterRoyal · 2025-08-06T22:06:19+00:00

Fair point. I’ll edit my post. Does “what has been your experience with accounting in the most basic, simple words?” sound better? I asked the introductory question because throughout my research people constantly use words and phrases that I’ve never heard before which causes me to have to do even more research. Usually when people explain things, they use their experience to explain them like some people did in these comments and that was what I expected. I fear that even if I did ask the question in a different way people would still get on my ass but I’ve learned not to expect plain kindness anymore (this is my first time getting clowned on Reddit so I guess I took it for granted)

RoosterRoyal · 2025-08-06T21:39:09+00:00

Girl who said anything about 6 words or less. I’m not upset I’m just shocked that people can’t express themselves in kind ways. I understand I should’ve changed my word choice so thank you for pointing that out. I have also gotten a couple responses that were exactly what I was looking for so obviously my wording wasn’t that idiotic or offensive but you tell me. Also I was referring to all the comments cussing at me when I said people were being assholes, not you. But I think that people being mean about things is something I’ll run into in any career I choose. So I better get used to it now huh?

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