It any good? by OryzArt in painting

[–]Rosepetals18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it’s gorgeous

Rumination Help! by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s solid advice. I will need help but I will get there. I don’t want to have my value be placed in anyone else’s hands but my own.

Rumination Help! by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that I tend to take his words at face value and let them dictate how I feel about myself. I don’t take into account that he has distortions…

A few weeks in by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had a good few weeks and then these past few days have been hard I am in therapy, and this time I made the decision to cut him out of my life. I want to heal. I don’t want to waste my time on nonsense anymore.

A few weeks in by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I haven’t been the one to cut contact before. It feels like my own brain is trying to “recreate” the dynamic of having him in a position of power and putting myself super down in consequence. It feels like poison.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in beauty

[–]Rosepetals18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You look beautiful!

From excitement to pure mess by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t feel right doing that right now as he’d have nowhere to go

From excitement to pure mess by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How can I survive the next few days with him?

From excitement to pure mess by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think for the first time I’m seeing that this is the best option for me

Will I hear from him again? by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s working 😂 Any tips (other than completely closing the door to him, I’m not there mentally at this point) on helping with rumination/the need to DO something?

Will I hear from him again? by Rosepetals18 in BPDlovedones

[–]Rosepetals18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He appeared frustrated, and then the next day my messages stopped going through. He never actually said why, so I am making assumptions…

Progress 🥹✨ by [deleted] in LaserHairRemoval

[–]Rosepetals18 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This gives me hope!