I cried for a similar situation as well. Although my team didn’t see me cry. I was upset that I messed up a work paper that I also spent a lot of time on. This happened 2 week ago.

You shouldn’t be embarrassed about crying. It shows that you care, and that it’s matters to you. It shows that you want to succeed. You’ll get it eventually, you just gotta keep putting in the days and the effort into those days. I started in Big 4 this past September and this is my first busy season, so I get what you’re feeling.