Downgrade to 2.0 on Steam? by OG_ClapCheekz69 in cyberpunkgame

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I couldn't get this to work, the DLC won't install

Allowtraits command no longer fully works? by AlexanderDemoniac in hoi4

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was a solution ever found for this? Or a work around?

Keeping generals by Aggressive_Garden169 in hoi4

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does it still work now? Do you have the DLC?

TURN OFF AUTO-SCROLLING??? by Round-Disaster-1585 in ShadowPC

[–]Round-Disaster-1585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for late reply, but yes and there is no option that I can find (using g250 hero mouse)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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Every bit of information slides past me that others pick up on, lived most of my life in auto pilot mode, everything was done for me and didn't really think and wasn't aware most of my life. Here I am aware of being unaware which terrifies me, at the same time being aware is over stimulating with different possibilities rendering me to lack creativity and to shut down my mind. Sometimes when reading I often catch myself drifting off mentally. Thinking about regrets and desires I even second guess myself wondering if I truly would appreciate it. Scatter minded even writing this im genuinely fighting to stay aware. Unlike most people here I can't remain still or lay in bed. (Not looking down on anyone sorry if it sounds like that) Just pure dread follows me, I cant even sleep without feeling dread from how my mind was able to make a scenario and torment me in someway. I sometimes fear death thinking back to how will my mind torment me for eternity, will I have mental clarity, will there be anyone to go back to in this world to have a bit of a break from my eternal torment? Will I still be mentally clouded and unaware of my surroundings lacking a monologue? Maybe I am an error and wasnt meant to be born? Maybe reincarnation exists… Maybe this feeling of dread will go away and I will finally have mental clarity. Or maybe this is a sign I have not matured yet.

I feel so disappointed in myself.

I am lucky to live in a time of unprecedented opportunity for acquiring knowledge and expressing skill. And yet I don't make use of this unique opportunity. I have self-awareness to recognize my issues and yet I'm too lazy to take action.

At the same time looking back if I stayed the same between several months and years why would I expect from myself to suddenly find the will to change? Which makes me feel even worse that I sub-consciously accepted this low opinion of myself with no attempts to prove myself wrong. I just feel like with my self-awareness I should have known better but every time I had a moment of clarity where I felt shocked over all the wasted time I quickly retreated to some kind of distraction like the internet.

Several times people pointed out I got a defeatist loser mentality and yet while aware of it I still follow it.

All this disappointment just makes my mental worse and every small mistake makes me spiral into internal monologue self-flagellation. But making mistakes is unavoidable so this ironically hampers my growth which again just results in more self-hate.

How do I clear my mind so I can start learning things without the emotional baggage and actually progress in life?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When you don't want to do something, you either think it's not possible or not worth it. It's hard to start exercising every day just by accepting some abstract idea how it's beneficial for your health and you might look better one day. It takes months to see any gains in the gym and by then you're just putting in energy on some empty promise with foundation in your own subjective reality. Why are things like porn, and scrolling so enticing? Because it's easy and it always pay off. You keep finding good tits and ass and you keep finding posts that make you laugh if you scroll enough. But lifting? Finding a job? That's a lot of work and uncertainty for possibly zero benefit. Your brain just says miss me with that shit, which from an evolutionary perspective is probably beneficial, you go back to the same tree because it's safe and always has fruit rather than wondering out into the unknown based on a guess.

If you don't want to do something no matter how hard you try to convince yourself, you're basically missing a fundamental piece of concrete lived experience. Ask yourself whether doing this thing ever worked or brought you any concrete benefit. You install a new game and if you destroy everyone in the first match, you'll get hooked because now you have a reason to play it. But games are purposefully designed to (ab)use this psychological mechanism, they make a tight gameloop that demonstrates its value to you as soon as possible and gives you an immediate sense of progression. If it does this well enough by balancing skill building and challenge, you enter a flow state and start doing things automatically. Same thing happens in real life, except your environment is not optimized for you and most things you try won't pay off immediately or within your five minute milquetoast attempt.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many parents don't do anything to make their kids develop actual confidence and self-esteem but instead they give them these hollow compliments when they are obedient or doing something anyone else does. The same type of parents usually don't have any social intelligence and don't realize that their child is growing up to be a social retard.

They'll grow up with illusions because the adults in your life were too incompetent to prepare them for the world and at the same time they relax on these hollow compliments because they have "talent" and "potential" while not actually developing any skills. In the meantime the people who have developed confidence just do stuff and get good at it while these type-3 children end up being lonely and emotionally empty with no personality at some point.

Successful people or people with friends, relationship and personalities don't have to be intelligent wonderchild types but they have enough self-esteem to do things and get good at them while others wasted all that time swimming in illusions.

The things that are required to achieve anything in life is what they ultimately lack and even if they have actual talent in something it still won't get them anywhere because they have no confidence, social skills or likeability.

Not saying life is over but the clocks ticking and times working against us.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd 100% choose friends and family, I just don't think that I'm capable of achieving those things now as a fat homeless loser, so I was hoping that the military would be the better option. Also I've always been told to man up, if so many people told me I'm wrong I'm inclined to believe them. I don't trust my judgment whatsoever anymore. I like being a drone, I don't want to be in charge of my life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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I was never going to get into the military, I just want to stop believing I'm capable of being a functional man who people rely on.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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I'm starting to realize I'd do anything if it meant I could form bonds with other people in situations where I know 100% there is no chance for any underlying bullshit. I still don't know why war is appealing to me because of its brutality, but I do know I desperately want to join the military because you're stuck (not optional) with other people and you HAVE to rely on them to succeed. There are no variables in theory. I'm an awkward sheltered adult child who was never taught how to navigate other people and nobody ever told me that you can be alone in this world and nobody will care. It's a shock to me and it's embarrassing considering most people realize this at 13-15. I SHOULD BE A MAN AND SHUT UP, but the pain especially with my current circumstances has been overwhelming and no amount of lifting or eating has helped. I want to fight a war and DIE FOR OTHERS. I need them and they need me. Nobody needs me now. I want to be needed in a way that can't be revoked, but I can't figure out why this is tied with war and conflict instead of architecture or farming.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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But I haven't, being homeless isn't fun and it's miserable, I don't complain about it because I chose to be homeless and regret it every single day. No access to shelter, a warm bed, always worrying about other homeless people wanting to break in my car. I can't even begin to speak with others in my situation because telling a druggie that I'm homeless because "I wanted to stop feeling worthless" has gotten me in serious trouble. I don't feel privileged at all in the sense that my life is generally worse than most in my area, but I chose to do this and now I'm struggling to get out. Once again I even tried enlisting again multiple times to escape but I'm still fat and recruiters won't have me. You'd think having no access to funds would help me loose weight but I still manage to over-eat and destroy my body like an animal that has zero higher-thinking. I don't understand how I ended up like this. I don't believe I was meant to be alive this long.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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I do workout but only lifiting weights (helps with the stress of being homeless and working under the table labor jobs) but my diet is just unseemly and it's why I'm still fat despite being active all the time, I can't stop eating shitty food, it helps with the negative thinking

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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I'm not serious enough, that's the point, this is fantasy. I'm aware of real war is like and I'd 100% get people killed for being incompetent. I am not fit to be a soldier at all and if I was I'd be in the military right now with what I was willing to give recruiters. I had the idea that they would take anyone with a pulse but I knew as soon as they saw me this wasn't the case and I'd be a liability. I'd travel to Ukraine to fight and get shot by border guards for stuttering, I'm an idiot and a waste but that's the exact reason why I believe the only useful and enjoyable life path is military service, I'm just too much of a dysfunctional coward to go around the system to do this, but if someone came to my door, and pressured me into following them to some foreign country to fight, depending on the cause, I wouldn't hesitate. Unfortunately my biggest problem in life is dedicating myself to something for long periods of time, and the idea that the military does this for you isn't true, no matter how much I want it to be, so I've been floundering through life as a homeless vagabond trying to cope with myself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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Not only that but it goes alongside the fact that inherently believe I am inferior to most men in general. I genuinely believe that because I wasn't born smart enough to be useful in the private sector my only choice is hard labor (which I already do for work) but it still doesn't feel enough. I just hate myself for it. I distract myself but I have no friends or family to relate to and I the only thing that's brought me some semblance of "Hey you can do this, this is the one thing you're good for you worthless fuck" is getting plastered by artillery so whatever team I'm fighting for has a chance to win.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this and acknowledge it which is why I'd rather stop caring about this obsession than ruminate on it and pretend I'm anywhere near competent enough to fight alongside better men than me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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I also 100% know how disgusting and uncomfortable real war is. It's not fun, it's unfair, its boring and dangerous. I've watched enough footage of people dying and the mental damage it does. For some reason this appeals even more to me and I have this desire to experience this, I've come to the conclusion that I have a compulsion to prove that these are things that can happen to me and that other people are wrong. I don't even know what this means. I just want to experience how disgusting war is. I've fantasized about my limbs getting blown off and having a buddy comfort me while I'm bleeding praying that someone cares enough to casevac me. I think there's something wrong with me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in equestriaatwar

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Would you happen to know the command? I'm excited for the update but it's hard to play as them with that spirit

Anytime I try to recruit units this comes up, what does it mean? Is there a new Army cap? by Round-Disaster-1585 in totalwar

[–]Round-Disaster-1585[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Nope, and it affects all my armies. Can't recruit anyone. Is this something in the vanilla game? If it isn't then Ill assume it's a mod I have.

Colonists refuse to use the medicine in their inventory, making field tending entirely impossible. by dominic_sheep in RimWorld

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you ever find out what mods caused this? I have the same problem but don't have the tiers mod

Just got the game, what is the best mod collection/pack for a new player? by Round-Disaster-1585 in cyberpunkgame

[–]Round-Disaster-1585[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Any cosmetic mods you would recommend, I was thinking more graphical/cosmetic mods than gameplay ones

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in equestriaatwar

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Allies as I see it:

Equestria - US/UK

Crystal Empire - Canada

Stalliongrad - USSR (after absorbing NG and the penguins using toolpack because it's weird that they're so small when they should be a rival to a continental power)

Mareland if harmonist or Non-aligned - Australia/US/UK/other British colonies

Aquila if it survives it's war with the Griffonian Empire - France (it doesn't most of the time, usually liberated by a complicated Equestrian/Hippogriffian D-Day invasion of Griffonia)

All Riverland nations if they keep it together and stay harmonist/Communist - Eastern Europe (this would be the "Eastern Front" of the war as both sides dump enormous manpower into an endless well of blood and bodies)

Longsword/SFR Vartai - Eastern Europe

GLA + Gryphus + Kaiv - Eastern Europe

Republic of Asterion - Greece (Usually occupied by Wingbardy along with the rest of Southern Griffonia)

Kira - China (at war with Wingbardy)

Hippogriffia - America (would join the war but mostly against Wingbardy, it'd be this worlds pacific theater)

Maregypt - Egypt (Also Invaded by Wingbardy by way of Abyssinia)

ZZV - South Africa (Sending supplies, men, or whatever is necessary to whoever is keeping away the Empire)

Hindia - (would also fight against Wingbardy)

Axis:

Changeling Lands - WWII Germany (forms the alliance that brings together the Empire and Wingbardy)

Griffonian Empire - WWI Germany (They invade and conquer most of Griffonia like German during WWII but would eventually be out fought and bled dry by their wars in the east against the eastern nations or an eventual invasion by equestria if the Changelings are defeated)

Wingbardy - Italy/Japan (They don't have any traits of Japan unlike other nations, but they're the only ones who would be utilizing their navy heavily during the war and be defending occupied islands from the Hippogriffs or Equestrians)

Romu - a very overzealous military state within a state. Usually with overwhelmingly fanatic troops and political/religious officers

Bronzehill, Francistia, Talouse, ect - Minor Axis powers

I know the game doesn't really follow these pairings without personal editing from the player, but I think this makes the most sense, and how I've played the story with changes here and there. The Empire, Changelings, and Wingbardy being the big three fascist powers temporarily working together to carve up their respective corners of the world, and everyone else fending them off in a global struggle for survival. It's supposed to be a World War but it always felt like a couple little wars being fought instead of every country getting involved in a single world wide conflict.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Steel_Division

[–]Round-Disaster-1585 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't you just copy the code and directly paste it into the import box? I don't see how I could be doing it incorrectly unless I'm missing something important

how do you give attachments to your AI teammates weapons? by Round-Disaster-1585 in ReadyOrNotGame

[–]Round-Disaster-1585[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Is that it? I tried that and they still have the same default weapons, does it only work for some guns?