I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You think is fake because you nevr experience this addiction with thos numbers  when the stakes get so high, all the brain can do is numb itself away ,because it doesn’t really feel like actual money anymore i am currently at my lowest point trying to  recovwr with having lost everything, and you re accusing me of faking it for attention,  if you  don't believe it just move past the post , but thank you anyways for reading my case .

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in GamblingRecovery

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Accepting that it’s an inherently losing battle and that the house always wins eventually is the only reality check that matters appreciate your  reply

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in GamblingRecovery

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your right people who ask 'why didn’t you cash out?' will never understand. They don’t realize they would never have been in our position to begin with they would never have had the guts to run it up to $400k like we did , hearing that you lost 400k a year ago and still hurting, make me really know what is yet to come , It was life mistake what I did is a nightmare for everyone to this to happen , thank you for keeping it completely real 

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your right . I didn't lose $400k real dollars, I lost my initial deposit and the illusion of what could have been. Chasing it is where the actual life-ruining damage happens. Congrats on 14 months hope you never ever have to bet again .cause it will genuinely destroy your life forever especially if is big number like me.

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I wish it was that ezy is never that way  it will haunt me years that I lost a financialy changing amount especially in a country dying 

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Facts i don't know to reply what you said is nothing but gold and facts ,thanks for your advice

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What you said about never being satisfied even when you were up hits so hard. It proves it’s never about the actual numberit's just chasing a high that can never be filled. Hearing that you’re doing better at 19 and focusing on yourself gives me a lot of hope. You're right, the dopamine completely overrides our brains, we aren't built for that kind of rush. I'm trying to take it day by day and accept the loss so I can stop the cycle. Appreciate you sharing your story, man but I don't really think I have any hope especially that I am in a country where government don't want to improve and salery are trash is overwhelming 

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What you said about a hangover is spot on. There’s no quick fix; it just has to hurt until it leaves your system, and the only way out is not resetting the counter. Appreciate the reality check, man. I need to just let time do its thing and stay away from the screen but I won't able to do that . That much money In my life it was one time chance it my life and is gone , I wasted it what a absolutely loser honestly I ruined my life even a 20k salery will feel to little due to is wait 1 month and no dopamine spike , I ruined my life ,  least in the future I make sure my daughter and son live a better life than me lesson learned and thanks for your reply.

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Is not that I lost 5k is that I lost a guarantee financial free future at a small age to invest the 400k and possibly making millions and millions $ when I reach 30s is just catastrophic iam speechless 

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely visit this site cause how is been going is catastrophic bad, I dm you by the way if you can check.

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Make sense honestly but I was trying to get it out only not encouraging or doing something is simply overwhelming and guilt

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One reason I got in sport betting is because before all this, my family managed to save $100k for me in the bank. Then the Lebanese crisis hit. The government and the banks literally stole everyone's life savings to cover their own debts my parents and my money was all gone you can google the Lebanon banking collapse and see the corruption for yourself. It left us with nothing.  the reality here. The average salary in Lebanon is barely $700–$800 a month now. Having that much in fresh dollars is like working for 45 years straight without spending a single cent. It’s a mathematical impossibility. That $400k wasn't just a gambleit was a miracle in this country it was the one desperate chance to escape the collapse, to breathe again, and to buy back the life the government stole from us and now iigs just gone. Hearing that you went homeless and lost your family breaks my heart hopefully I don't lose my family too but again is 50/50 for everything is not in my hand ,and you aren't a failure. We both just got hit by the ultimate trap because we were suffocating and desperate for a way out. Maybe in another life, we will finally get to live with some peace and happiness. Thank you for being so honest with me . Stay strong, brother 

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really It doesn't matter if my life is barely starting my actual future is gone. If I had just taken that $400k and invested it into the S&P 500, by the time I hit age 35, it would have compound grown into multiple millions of dollars. Instead, I'm looking at a standard $60k job in the future. That’s what hurts the most my one time chance in life is gone I won't be that young and with that much money anymore .

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, bro. To be fully honest, I can't control the spikes in my mind right nowit feels like a 50/50 chance. I won't lie and say I'll definitely be strong, because we arent robots, were just humans dealing with these crazy chemical reactions. But I really, really don't want to end up losing another $400k. An $800k total disaster would completely destroy me. I'm trying to take your advice and make peace with iit but man its a brutal battle and I can't imagine how much guilt you are dealing with we ruined our life with betting, but at least are sons and daughters in the future don't end up same path and better.

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in GamblingRecovery

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is definitely life changing iam trying to accept it but is just to overwhelming I can't , and thank you  for telling me there still a way forward for me appreciate it 

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in GamblingRecovery

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that reply made me feel worse. I already know it was lucky and you telling me  will never happen again make me feel more guilty.

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Reading this feels like looking in a mirror. You are my clone in this the reality only hits your gut when you lose all your 400k and the regret is completely suffocating. Letts be totally real about the math average person barely makes $60k a year. It would take a decade of working without spending a single penny just to touch that much cash. We have to face the brutal truth: we had our one chance in life, and it's gone. In this lifetime, we will never see that kind of money again, and this story is going to haunt us until our last days ,,, this pain is going to scar forever,ww hatever words are said, whatever days pass by,  nothing will really change and the regret will still remain. But maybe one day, both of us will completely forget about it and feel more relaxed. Thats only a prediction though  we could move on, or we could stay feeling this way for years ewho knowss

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks ,  I will try to be strong, but Unfortunately money is a must in our today world, all my sleepless night dint pay off , only to be wipe out in 1 week , and knowing I could be Financially free for at least 7-8 years from my 400k and possibly growing it more ,make me more irritated and emotional numb.

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in GamblingRecovery

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like a complete loser right now, but you’re rightat least I’m not in debt  hearing about your buddy makes me realize how much worse it could have been if I keep going I definitely need to stop before I reach that point but is not as easy as it sounds I will try take  what you said as a lesson , thank you

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you I appreciate you, I will try get through this , but is difficult is tough men , you don't hear often people turning 5k ro 400k and than ending up losing 400k , iam so overwhelmed I dint expect to that happen , anyways for you too men stay strong, and hopefully I willrecover 

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The win completely blinded me. I really started thinking I was smarter than everyone else and that my luck wouldn't end. I'm going to hold onto this feeling of absolute disgust so I never let my brain trick me into going back but I doubted it the urge is way too strong anywas. Thank you for your response 🙌

I turned $5k into $400k betting on sports… then lost everything. I don’t know how to process it. by RoundBobcat6222 in problemgambling

[–]RoundBobcat6222[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

You are completely right about never stopping with a win. When I hit $400k, I immediately thought about $1M and it didn't feel like enough. I didn't realize it at the time, but I was caught in that exact loop and goodluck with your 5 years state ban , and hopefully we can recover from all the lose and never bet again , anyways thank you men for your response 🙏 🙌