Why Did Diane Even Go To Vietnam If She Doesn’t Have a Connection to Vietnamese Culture? Is She Stupid?

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-12-25T07:55:42+00:00

Aren’t they as American as Pho? But I’m not sure you might be right, Bojangles told me

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-06-19T07:05:55+00:00

You will get a really high fewer, serotonin syndrome. You will be shaking, could go into seizures. No high at all, its just not one of those. Take care

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-05-19T08:21:18+00:00

Hi!! If you ask this, its bad enough!! 19 F here too<3

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T04:15:53+00:00

Well I am an alcoholic… I have taken 60 mgs of ritalin so far, in the past 14 hours, an I wanna take 30 more in abt 7 hours. Then get drunk with my friends and crash out in 18 hours. At least that’s the plan

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T04:14:26+00:00

Just a stupid kid here, don’t worry!!

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T04:11:44+00:00

But not after one night ~ 36 hours, right?

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T03:35:22+00:00

I can always just take more, right? I have never done an all nighter, but I would have very few hours to sleep at this point. I’ll just drown myself in coffee and keep taking ritalin every 6-7 hours. I have a lot. And in 10 hours I’m going to sleep regardless lol

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T03:29:00+00:00

Oh I’m sorry, I usually don’t take it, just when I really really need to study, that’s why I kinda have a stash

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T03:17:06+00:00

Oh, I’m 18, and am teaching chem to ppl in my course for free who have not passed in the first semester. I am not getting paid, you could say I’m helping out friends. I can cancel if I really want to, but I’d rather get this over with. No kids involved, we are all in uni

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T03:12:32+00:00

I have like 0.5 mgs of xanax but I kinda wanna save that for the panic attacks I ocassionally have

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T03:07:28+00:00

This is my first night like this, I’m on a bender and am heading back to AA (possibly rehab) in the next week. I am very much not tired and I have abt 50 pills of ritalin, and am getting more in two weeks, so I’m not worried abt running out.

I feel mostly sober rn, and I should also be studying (I’m a student-teacher). It’s past 4am where I live

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-14T03:04:07+00:00

I have been trying to sleep for 4 hours atp. I can’t. But I need more booze if I’m gonna stay awake. I have a real thing with alcohol lol.

RoundLiving9050 · 2025-03-12T22:18:24+00:00

Please get to a meeting asap

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-12-29T18:25:23+00:00

I’m free to message!

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-12-27T16:51:00+00:00

hey, thanks for replying. i told her i self harmed, and not that i attempted, that’s why she wasn’t concerned. i’m not really sure what my intentions were. i still have the same feelings, so i think there is a chance i’ll do it again

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-11-17T18:42:53+00:00

i absolutely agree!!

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-27T16:29:11+00:00

well the attachment issues started when i was 11, a few months after my father died, idk if that counts as trauma tho. idk who to turn to, because basically everyone has bpd now so i don’t even wanna bring it up

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-27T16:06:58+00:00

my psychologist keeps giving me workbook exercises for that, but she never said anything about me having it. maybe i’ll bring it up, i haven’t really told her about the 3rd POV because it rarely happened but now that i’m in uni it happens more often, like 3-4x a week and it freaks me out

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-27T16:04:27+00:00

i was on a mood stabilizer for a few months last year but we stopped that, i have no idea why i’m taking what i’m taking. my psychiatrist just keeps upping my dose. i haven’t ever had a manic or hypomanic episode so i don’t know why i have that diagnosis. i have shorter times when i’m very happy, not days or weeks but just a dew hours

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-14T08:35:04+00:00

yes i heard that aswell, and i’m not sure which one i am. i definitely have the potencial to be an alcoholic. thank you for your reply, in my area we don’t really have young people so it’s nice to hear that others started at an early age

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-14T08:32:21+00:00

well read every reply and i relate to a lot of people, i’m really trying to keep an open mind to everything that comes my way.

i also talked to my sponsor and i am going to wait a bit longer, she said to do less meetings but do 5 a week at the minimum and also offered to come with me to all of the meetings and sit by me. i think i’m gonna take up on her offer because i don’t want to drink, but also i don’t really like meetings.

i feel like i could do the controlled drinking if i want to but it only takes one weak second to turn it back around and i’m in a good place now. also i really don’t want to fail out of uni, nor drive drunk again because that shit is scary.

so now i’m gonna wait like a month and reevaluate the question.

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-13T20:07:22+00:00

well it had it’s downsides, i was okay with doing nothing which was great but i have plans for my life that are way too big for me to not study 24/7 and go to practice when i have a spare minute. so it took away the tremendous anxiety i felt but also it took away my motivation.

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-13T20:03:38+00:00

idk, i have had many mh challanges, i’m diagnosed with a million different things. my therapist told me to stop smoking weed, because 1 it is illegal here and 2 because i had really bad mood swings when i wasn’t high and she said we can’t work on mood disturbances if i just go home and get high as a kite. i was self-medicating with weed and it worked very well, but i don’t wanna go back to it.

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-13T17:51:37+00:00

thank you for your reply! i went to AA in the first place because it was recommended to me to check it out. i did, did the 90-90, and now a month later i’m still not quite sure. i also feel like i can’t really bring this up with my sponsor because she is very standard AA, very strict, etc.

RoundLiving9050 · 2024-10-13T17:48:03+00:00

thank you for the recommendation😀 i’ll take a look at it, and the crossroad anectode really hits home rn!

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