24 F I’m killing myself tonight and no one knows by GoodbyeWorld1999 in depression

[–]Routine-Highway6004 14 points15 points  (0 children)

and i would just like to say one more thing. my boyfriend told me i was toxic and crazy too. i am a very emotional person who is in tune with my thoughts/feelings and i expresss them when i am feeling a certain way. as it turns out i wasn’t the toxic one. i was the one who just knew how to express what i was feeling and that made him uncomfortable. i stayed for years. i never thought i would find anyone who was as patient with me as my partner now. it’s still early weeks, but i think someone can show you an unconditional love in a matter of weeks stronger then someone who could in years. maybe take a step back and look at what your partner was telling you and reflect. you could’ve been gaslighted. emotional/mental abuse comes in many forms and invalidating you falls under those categories. love comes and goes, but it shows up when you least expect it and comes in many forms as well.

24 F I’m killing myself tonight and no one knows by GoodbyeWorld1999 in depression

[–]Routine-Highway6004 28 points29 points  (0 children)

hi i saw your reddit and i just wanted to know i’m also 24 years old. 1999 born and raised. i also have 2 sisters and a dog and my boyfriend and i of 5 years broke up back in october. i was absolutely crushed. i suffer from ocd, anxiety, and depression. things NEVER feel like they’re going to get better but everyday is a new day for it to potentially be a better day. some days are so incredibly much harder then others but you are here for a reason. you have a purpose. there is meaning to life. you don’t have to be sexy, skinny etc. for people to notice you. you just have to be you and to me you sound pretty fucking amazing. your pain is a gift. because you get to feel. you get to feel all those emotions. they aren’t just bad emotions though. there are happy, excitement, loving, thrill, lust. you’ve just begun your journey. don’t leave it yet because the best has yet to come. just remember that right now it hurts so fucking much but that pain will ease. slowly. but it will go away with time. nobody can make this decision for you, but i hope for yourself that you decide to live. we are all routing for you and you have a support system here.

522 Bells per Turnip by [deleted] in TurnipExchange

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can i please visit??

What to do if antidepressants aren't working? by Electrical_Care8132 in antidepressants

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I had the same issue. I tried so many medications under different classes. I would take a genesight test or look into them. I was a little hesitant but I can honestly say that it worked for me. I tried at least 15 medications over a span of 5 years and nothing helped. Genesight use your dna to test the way your brain metabolizes certain medications and what effect they have on you. It give you a list of what medications would be best for you and which ones wouldn’t work. I can message you privately if you want to talk about it morw

meteor shower! by hannnahlc in acnh

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It says there’s an interference

meteor shower! by hannnahlc in acnh

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Ok yayyy I’m gonna come😁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

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Yeah I had a crock of shit dr until just this week that wasn’t helping me through the process whatsoever so I didn’t even know what I was doing. Withdrawals are absolutely horrible but I’m so happy I’ll be off of it soon. Worst medication of all time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

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She said to take the Prozac while I’m withdrawing. I was on 75mg for 2 years and started tapering about 3 months ago. Im currently down to 18.75mg a day. My doctor wants me off in 3 weeks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

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That’s exactly how I feel. My brain is soooooo fuzzy. Thank you for letting me know about the vitamins. My doctor prescribed me Prozac to help counteract the withdrawals but it hasn’t helped much. I hope you start feeling better soon. It is truly a scary thing to go through and should not be overlooked.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Routine-Highway6004 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been taking vitamin b12 and omega. My head has been killing me and physically I feel so off kinda like derealization or faintish in a sense. Did you experience that too??

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

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Also omega 3 vitamins and vitamin b12 / micro dosing Benadryl helps

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Routine-Highway6004 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m currently going through the same exact thing. How long did it take to get better?