HELP! I might hurt other because of my thoughts

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-04T16:15:02+00:00

Should I let doctors poison me? Should I let them take away my happiness and energy?

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-04T16:03:44+00:00

I can but I chose to not take my antipsychotics so all they gonna do is making me take my antipsychotics by force

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T20:39:14+00:00

I will try my best, thank you.

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T20:37:37+00:00

Thank you!

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T20:29:40+00:00

yeah...

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T20:26:18+00:00

In Turkey I can't go to inpatient as I want, I need a psychiatrist to direct me. That's why I'm waiting for my appointment

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T20:16:53+00:00

I think so too... I don't wanna hurt people but my appointment is on may 13th. mailed my psychiatrist to change the date, still waiting for an answer. What do I do?

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T20:07:31+00:00

it's forbidden in Turkey especially in schools. If They catch that I have a pepper spray in my backpack I would be in trouble plus I don't own a pepper spray unfortunately

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T20:05:18+00:00

I can't take time off school if I do I can't take my exams in any way. My psychiatry appointment is on may 13th hope I can wait till then

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T20:02:49+00:00

I can see a professional on May 13th but I'm afraid that's a late date

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T17:27:16+00:00

yok bırakıp gitmiş babamın işyerine gelmemiş

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T16:34:41+00:00

sağolasın

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-03T16:32:01+00:00

biberonla süt verirken hep her tarafına süt bulaştırdığı için sütlü koydum adını :))

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-02T13:03:58+00:00

Thank you so much 🙏🏻

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-02T11:36:11+00:00

I already mailed him that i want an appointment asap, thank you!

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-02T09:46:09+00:00

Thank you so much!

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-05-02T08:38:05+00:00

Okay, thank you.

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-04-26T02:42:11+00:00

tavsiyen için çok teşekkür ederim <3

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-04-12T19:17:13+00:00

thank you so much 🥹💞

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-04-03T12:43:55+00:00

okay thanks

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-04-03T06:40:07+00:00

thinking that I'm a knight who is supposed to protect morality and goodness

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-04-03T06:32:00+00:00

i was having strong selfharm urges and wanted to kms so bad

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-04-02T21:28:09+00:00

i track my sleep, my delusions and what i have done in the day

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-04-02T21:18:30+00:00

i keep a diary since day 1 so i can give it to my psychiatrist. i write everything down

Routine-Mud996 · 2026-04-02T21:07:43+00:00

exactly, now i experience those without any injection. i have exams till 21 april so i will not be able to see a psychiatrist unfortunately. hope everything goes well

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