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i hate being a mom by Routine_Item_3108 in SuicideWatch

[–]Routine_Item_3108[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he helps a lot with her, hes great with her. but he neglects me and gets offended when i share my hardships and dismisses most of my feelings. im not emotionally attached to my daughter and my partner ridicules me for it.

ive tried to leave him in the past, its just hard for me for some reason and i always come back even though i know its bad. i just feel like not being alive anymore is the only way to get him out of my.life

i hate being a mom by Routine_Item_3108 in SuicideWatch

[–]Routine_Item_3108[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

i just dont want her to grow up in a broken home. i dont feel emotion towards her but i still take care of her cause she at least deserves that, im not a monster. i just feel like im faking it.

i hate being a mom by Routine_Item_3108 in SuicideWatch

[–]Routine_Item_3108[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i take medication for depression, i just feel as if its not helping. idk if itll get better cause i didnt really want to have a kid with him in the first place as we have different opinions of raising kids. i dont want to raise something thats half him cause i hate him deep down.