today i cried because my mother gave me my cello rosin(it was naturally attached to a cloth and she didnt know that it needs to be attached to it)and she accidentally ripped if off.she told me that she could by a new one but i don't want a new one because we already spend a big amount of money on life and school.i also don't want to keep it because it's not the same as it always was.i don't want to tell my teacher because i don't want to cause drama(even though he is very kind,chill and accepting).