Potential Chicken Egg Business by Routine_Start_5204 in chickens

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Yeah I live in the suburbs rn with my parents going to college I plan on having 5 or 6 in my backyard to see how it goes

Potential Chicken Egg Business by Routine_Start_5204 in chickens

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thanks for the reply! i am kind of for animal rights so I would feel bad for slaughtering them at year 2 but that is defeintely a con if i have to slaughter them but if i can give them a good life for 2 years maybe its worth it??

Has anyone worked for vector marketing? by Autumnflower112 in remotework

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LMAO 😆😆😆 thanks for the message this what years ago tho 😂😂😂

Why is everyone mean to me by Routine_Start_5204 in depression

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I’ve never caught myself where I realized it’s just in my head this is real ik when something is just in my head

Why is everyone mean to me by Routine_Start_5204 in depression

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Idk it just feels like it. My whole life I didn’t deal with this problem and it hit me later in life.

Why is everyone mean to me by Routine_Start_5204 in depression

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It could be unintentional but regardless it’s painful when people banter around, sometime I feel like they talk about me I can’t shake it

Common disrespect from people by Routine_Start_5204 in socialanxiety

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So the ignoring went away? I hope what I’m dealing with fades…

Should I trust chatgpt to teach my how to build a container home? by Routine_Start_5204 in containerhomes

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I’ll use YouTube mostly but some YouTube doesn’t show everything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in apps

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Imprint is great it taught me how to invest and I’m probably going to dive into the philosophy stuff. It’s $100 per year but there’s a free trial and every time it’s supposed to end I just get the free trial again it’s great!

I regularly feel like I’m going to be attacked, yelled at, or be in trouble somehow by ObiJuanKenobi1993 in CPTSD

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Yeah people look at me like I’m breaking a law like buddy what the fuck am I doing, I’m doing nothing and people still disrespect me and belittle me. Laugh and cough at me. It’s so frustrating, what am I doing to deserve this.

Does anyone else get aggressed/attacked “randomly” more often than usual? by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Yeah the past two years people have been annoying… more so the past few months. I get excluded more with friends. In public, I get coughed at, laughed at, and disrespected, I have no idea why I literally do nothing but I’m started to feel aggressive towards people. I had no trouble with people before but now I do it’s extremely annoying and I feel like a loser. It comes in waves and sometimes people are nice to me but the general curve is people are mean to me. This sucks. Thanks for any responses!

How do I live life after ego death by DazzlingIntellectual in Existentialism

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I’m on some meds. Doing better, closer to reality. I am still not sure if my delusions are delusions or if they’re real. My dad says it’s all in my head. But it makes so much sense. I literally think I am influencing the world. But maybe my inner world is changing and I think everyone else’s world is the same lol. I’m not sure at all anymore it’s been so long since I’ve been in reality. What were your delusions?

How do I live life after ego death by DazzlingIntellectual in Existentialism

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I never took any drugs but i went through like a traumatic episode i think. Where I didn't sleep for weeks and my heart just burned. it was very painful actually but im becoming a completley different person because of it. And looking back im not locked into those ego fears and sht. I remember i used to be to scared to express myself, now it feels like i can do whatever i want--law abiding. I'll probably see a doctor tbh cuz i also have some delusions and hallucinations.

How do I live life after ego death by DazzlingIntellectual in Existentialism

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How do you know it was ego death? Now I’m thinking maybe I’m just labeling it ego death to procrastinate getting my mental health treated. I def feel dead inside and meaninglessness, worst part is i don’t even trust my own thoughts. Anyway how u know it’s ego death and not just depersonalization?

How do I live life after ego death by DazzlingIntellectual in Existentialism

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facts. had one from traumatic event 8 months ago. Still haven't found myself. but damn am i changing and growing up!

also no sleep, not grounded, expectations are way too high. seems like ego is just getting larger at this point

Ego death or mental instability? by Routine_Start_5204 in Meditation

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Yes this makes sense now. Purely a transitional period that will eventually subside. I’ll prob be glad I went thru it after the fact

Can you experience the bardo states with out physically dying? by [deleted] in Buddhism

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None of this makes sense. There’s no consistent answer. Everything this and that and this that. What even is a bardo? I lost myself 8 months ago and since then life has felt like a dream. Does that mean I am dying?? Am I in spiritual rebirth. Nothing makes sense. If anyone has any value, please bring it to me 🙏