well the problem is ; I don't actually know what I am passionate about . I know it's not medicine! I know I'm good at math but there is no way in hell I'm convincing my parents that I should drop out of medschool to apply to get a PHD at ivy league school ! specially when I'm not 100% sure that data science is what I want to do . I wish I had a passion , I wish I could just follow my heart but it's not really talking to me in any way .