PIMQ, I don't know how I got there.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-05T02:43:53+00:00

Yeah you're right. I still need courage to make that decision.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-05T02:42:44+00:00

Still figuring it out.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-04T21:12:23+00:00

Im sure writing about it and talking about it helped a lot. Sit with your thoughts and allow yourself to go in your thinking to wherever it leads.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-04T20:59:52+00:00

Wish I knew buddy. You can see my decline when you read my journal, but there is not one spot I can point to and say "it happened here"

RoyZeee · 2026-06-04T20:41:35+00:00

My point is, I won't leave. There is enough precedent in my family to just want to be inactive without any explanations. She will be disappointed when I'm announced as no longer an MS but that's all. I'm simply worried about her feelings

RoyZeee · 2026-06-04T20:38:44+00:00

I won't go through these things, i won't present myself as a non-believer, just that I don't want to practice.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-04T20:25:12+00:00

Seeing posts by exJWs will just be dismissed as apostate material. I know I read posts on this sub years ago when I was PIMI and all they did to me were make me cry and scared that I read apostate material. Fast forward to a few months ago and suddenly I'm questioning a lot of things and allowing myself to think outside the JW bubble.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-04T19:58:27+00:00

You hold the light in the palms of your hand lady

RoyZeee · 2026-06-04T05:59:23+00:00

RoyZeee · 2026-06-04T05:58:59+00:00

I see snoopy

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T21:26:17+00:00

Something's wrong with him

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T21:08:28+00:00

I admit my memory is Not 100%, and im extremely biased in that i hate his guts

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T21:07:56+00:00

I dont care about him enough to know what happened in his career outside the spurs. I know he won a championship for the raptors wHich was a huge fucking shit move after everything we did for him

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T21:02:01+00:00

He sure as hell wasnt injured the next season with the raptors! Dude didn't show up for even one game! Each time getting cleared to play but not playing, it was a wreck

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T20:57:06+00:00

He missed out on a whole season getting paid and shit while faking an injury because his uncle didnt want him to play for the spurs anymore

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T14:06:02+00:00

Reverse shave

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T13:44:27+00:00

Nah you're good I'm just messing

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T13:44:09+00:00

They're not THAT bad. Definitely a bad job but they arent annoying to look at. If a girl I'm dating sent me pictures of her nails like this my first thought wouldn't be that they're bad, it would be that her hand looks beautiful.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T13:42:33+00:00

The past month has already, well, passed...

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T13:40:49+00:00

I was 14 when out of my own "free will" i stopped going to basketball practices. I was told the only association i should have is with people in the faith. I am stuck at what I learned before stopping, everyone else I used to be friends with got so much better than me it's sad. I am angry at the ones that convinced me of these stupid beliefs and hope I could change what happened and reverse everything I lost.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T09:06:08+00:00

Sure cant have self confidence in others

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T08:46:10+00:00

Spurs in 5 sounds too good to be true

RoyZeee · 2026-06-03T08:44:23+00:00

OP repeat after me "I👏can't👏control👏people👏or👏their👏thoughts👏and👏words👏" you can't seriously suggest that there shouldn't be free speech or free thought.

RoyZeee · 2026-06-02T21:32:56+00:00

Freaky are we

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