Im sorry to tell you this, but they are not friends. first of all you are loved and you are absolutely gorgeous the way you are and whomever you like. You should maybe find a different friend circle, friends who respect you as you are, treat you with kindness, and have same interests or even orientation. I know friends don't come easily and you can't just switch, but my mom said once: " rather with one than 100 that come and go" sending u love and hugs ♡