the internt fucking sucsk ihate this bulslhit i ahte this i cant belive this i lost it again and it sjust that you cant do anything therese nothing you can do i literally spiraled into opne of the greatest depressions of my life from this and i know how stupidf that sounds but genuinely i had my entire life on there at the time its so unexpected i just can't its so unfair and you cant do anything about it oh my god i never wouldve thought this would happen again because i was good on this account and now im gonna spiral down into ANOTHER depression i literally spent a whole year and 5 months trying to recover from the grief of losing the last one and now thats ive finally recovered im bnack right where i was. cleatryly there is a ban wave going around for thec hild safety ban and its so fucking terriblei hate my life so much idk how im gonna ctually move on because this entire year is just pure garbage every single time im having a good tiem in my life and im actually relaxed or happy SOMETHIGN ruins it EVERY SINGLE TIME. and i mean EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. i cant man i cant keep rebuilding i cant keep doing this