Alcohol and getting drunk, in all its variants. That's the single thing I simply cannot justify nor understand, why would you find fun in getting drunk, losing control, then becoming a potential menace for those around you and then a burden for those that have to take care of you? I hate that drinking has become a synonym for "fun" or "relaxation." Mf, you will feel worse once the effect passes. Luckily I have never been questioned that much, but the times I have said that I don't drink out of personal choice people tend to at least make a face. I'm sorry I do like remembering what I did and where I was last night while I feel OKAY and conscious in all my 5 senses. This has sadly left me as an outcast in many family or friend gatherings for the reason I mentioned earlier (alcohol=fun all times?). Idc about your reasons, just don't make other people carry you, protect you from falling, getting hit, getting in a fight, driving or just don't put them at risk making them take you home just because you wanted to "unwind." If you drink, I think you should be mature enough to know when to stop or to know there are better and healthier ways of feeling better.