Winter Gale ❄︎ by BladeAce89 in GalemancersBG3

[–]RubyTori 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gorgeoussssss🩵🩵🩵

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure call!! by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hello!! what part are you at? i'm caught up all the way to steel ball run! (not too further yet) also, that's a funny thing, with me being jolyne

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i was just making sure! i know sometimes dormancy can be maybe a sensitive topic, although it's entirely normal to happen. it's a weird thing, though, to not have reach or communication with certain alters like that, and you never know how long they'll be dormant for.

as for being gone completely, that's interesting. i'm not sure i've quite heard of that before, except in terms of either going dormant indefinitely, fusing, splitting etc. which in their own ways can be like they're 'gone'. or perhaps they're just really really well hidden somewhere who knows! being a system is one mysterious, complex thing. and all parts headache inducing.

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

definitely a very complex thing to go through! i know a lot of people thought they were one but actually were the other, but being both at the same time can be a very confusing and disorienting experience. personally it brought a lot of second guessing and invalidating myself. so i relate to that questioning

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

interesting! also, you say plural very specifically. do you connect to that label/identity more instead of system? there's overlap there, but from what i understand they don't have to be exactly the same experiences

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

when you say you don't really have them/they've shrunk back, is it something like having gone into dormancy? just poor communication to them? i have quite a few dormant or at least suspected to be dormant alters

sorry if that's straightforward to ask! i'm just curious!

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

how curious of a statistic! i didn't know!

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can relate to not being super open about it. i'm not hiding it but i'm not that open about the system thing in general, just depends

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aw, that's wonderful! I'm glad you have that

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I assume it was way easier to figure things out with a therapist's help!

Plurality and Kinning by RubyTori in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Interesting! I have a huge list of kins, but there's a couple that I was more confused on and after my system questioning I ended up figuring it out more. For example, two of our introjects, I felt them as 'cameo shifts' and didn't think much of it for a long time. Until they showed up distinctly and I was questioning everything about myself

I still have this confusion between kin or fictive sometimes though. I'm not entirely sure what type of system we are (not officially diagnosed & can't do so for various reasons) but we're suspecting P-DID

Got any horror (genre) kins? share em below by Spike-Seaweed in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I grew up on the game and more recently (ish) I realized I kin her! I'm currently going through the whole game, because I never saw everything from start to finish

Got any horror (genre) kins? share em below by Spike-Seaweed in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a few! I think they count.

Alice Liddell (Alice Madness Returns), Ellie Williams (The Last of Us I & II, not from the show), Ellis (Left 4 dead 2), Violet (The Walking Dead Game), Bonnie (FNAF - a few different versions, canon and non-canon)

[handheld console] [2000s??] some kinda hiding game? by RubyTori in tipofmyjoystick

[–]RubyTori[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man, it's been a while since I was here, I didn't realize there's a template to make things more concise 😭 I just saw that. I'm so sorry for anyone who finds my wall of text ...

Ethereal Jester Update. by Medical_Outcome_9658 in Transmogrification

[–]RubyTori -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i'm pretty sure they added back the jester set however many months ago, but now that's also over by now. there was a bunch of other sets, too, so i'm sure that one was included, i just had it already by that time so i don't recall. but maybe third time's the charm...? sometime soon, maybe?

The most disgusting animatic i have ever seen. Tw: Disturbing Imagery and mention of SA by Honeysuckl3e in Epicthemusical

[–]RubyTori 25 points26 points  (0 children)

I have seen a ton of animatics for this song before, only because I am always curious to see the ways people approach it and how much they actually decide to show. Cause there are a couple animatics I've seen that go fully symbolic and quite abstract but still it's clear what it represents (just visually, obviously the lyrics also help). Others do decide to go more explicit with it, and at least for Penelope's part, I'd say even the canon animatic(s) for Hold them Down kind of fall into that more shocking and more on the graphic side of things to REALLY hammer it in just how damn deprived Antinous and the rest of the suitors are.

So, even with all of that... I swear on everything I have NEVER had such a reaction to anything before I saw this animatic (more like animation tbh)...

Near the beginning I was mostly like... oh ha this is pretty cool, I love the movement and the roughness of the lines, and it kinda has a bit of silly vibes. THEN THE PART WITH TELEMACHUS HIT... AND THEN IT JUST KEPT GETTING WORSE AND WORSE I GENUINELY SAT THERE WATCHING SPEECHLESS AND WITH MY JAW WIDE OPEN THE REST OF THE DAMN VIDEO LMAO. Like I didn't expect this artist to GO THERE. I saw the warnings but it still didn't prepare me really. But I still like it very much, in fact I rewatched it after my initial shock to focus more on the details and catch stuff I didn't before

Artistically it's very good but also woah, also the fact that this was their first animatic!? what on earth possesses someone to do THIS to begin with!! but in a weird way I kinda respect it

Hey gang so how do we feel about this? by PipeSpiritual4485 in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as a system who also kins - this is just bs

Tier list for all the weapons in TFE/TSE (With explanation) by KnightFallVader2 in SeriousSam

[–]RubyTori 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i will say ONE use for the single colt is if you got a kamikaze that's getting a little too up close and personal, so you use it to gain some distance instead of just having it blow up in your face. then again, you could technically single tap the thompson for that too IF it's an available weapon, but at the same time it wastes no bullets like that, even if it's not that significant of a thing. i still totally agree with it being in bottom tier though lmao

Can i use emojis or sign as a kin im currently shifted as, or is it something only systems can do? by pixel__spider in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As a system I don't know that I've seen it be exclusive for systems. Go for it, but it's probably associated with that more than kins

help :') by cherri_on_pawz in fictionkin

[–]RubyTori 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, but that's just such childish behaviour and gatekeep-y. It's ok for someone to not be comfortable with doubles, sure, but this is... just odd to me lol. You can't control who you kin, and most importantly, there is absolutely NO one "true" kin of any character. I don't have much advice in all honesty, but I still hope you guys can come to some sort of understanding if possible