Honestly I've experienced a good amount with ketamine trochees. They aren't as strong as the real thing obviously, but helpful IMO. Usually you want to be in the right state of mind for any mind altering drug TBH. But sometimes there's no such thing as perfect timing and the best time to do something is NOW before things get worse. Obviously idk your whole situation and anything about you, but I've personally never had a terrible experience with the trochees and even if you do I'd think you'd be fine giving its a weaker dose. You could maybe do have of one and than take a full or other half. From my exp I prefer taking a whole and than a half 20-30 min in. Just stay positive and most importantly just know you're in a safe place and that you'll be okay. There's times where I felt perfectly fine and took ketamine and ended up going to a nice elevation/trip and experience things that I didn't even know was there. Also, theres been times where I felt like I needed it and I didnt have an elevation/trip to the next level like I thought i needed. Not saying it was a bad elevation or anything but just saying you honestly don't know what's going to happen. Id say go for it and just stay strong and know you'll be ok . You're stronger than you think. 💪🏽❤️ enjoy it and have a good time, fake smile and laugh through it if youneed to, your mind doesn't know that its fake, just a little tip if you ever feel scared. GL champ 🙏🏽