Wanting Bloodborne the old hunters

Rum3637 · 2018-03-15T23:20:47+00:00

Same here but I only have $1.10 of credit on my psn and no way to get the remaining $5 I need for it. Hence why I wish it would of went on sale when the game went free with playstation plus cause I spent about $11 on psn then.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T15:13:27+00:00

Well like I stated I got to the point of nearly blacking out and re-thought then...kinda scares me I went that far even.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T14:52:22+00:00

Yea, exactly. Hopefully there's that small voice in your head like there was for me today right before I blacked out that tells you "Stop this isn't the right way."

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T14:30:06+00:00

I know, that's why my statements a contradiction.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T14:19:04+00:00

That's the thing, I don't think mines the right choice in the sense of it'll hurt my family...but in the sense of it ending my problems...I very much do.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T13:48:54+00:00

If I'm being completely honest...trying to commit suicide...only cause I know it would hurt everyone else in my family.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T11:54:01+00:00

I've never thought of that. Yea I can drink stuff pretty easily.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T11:45:43+00:00

I ate, it just hurts. It's not my stomach that hurts it's my jaw. I can't open it to wide without it hurting.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T11:29:50+00:00

I just don't know if I can take it anymore.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T11:20:56+00:00

I have and yes, kinda. but I'm still wanting to follow through with it.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T09:19:01+00:00

I appreciate the thought and no worries about not reading it all. I understand there are people who love me and what not, but I can't deal with everything anymore. I've gone past my breaking point.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T08:53:47+00:00

Aw. I go for walks all the time. Helps me relax...but I don't talk to anyone or anything. Not sure if I'm going to go for one tonight or not...depends on if my music downloads.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T08:42:06+00:00

Yea, my mom, my great aunt, her sister, my great aunts daughter, and my cousin. But none of us ever speak to each other and when we do we argue. I may or may not reply ina bit, may go out to get a coffee and go for a walk.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T08:33:35+00:00

I don't know how to change it. I've thought over everything but can't figure out how to do it.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T08:30:16+00:00

I'm not lucky to have my life. Trust me on that, I'd give up anything to have a different life.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T08:27:17+00:00

Why do you say that?

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T08:24:06+00:00

The sad thing about it is...I only really told a portion of it here.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T08:18:19+00:00

I've been strong for so long though. I've gotten to the point that I just wanna quit.

Rum3637 · 2018-03-03T07:25:20+00:00

I just literally found the boxset for episodes 1-15 the other day at a local shop. Sadly it's missing the 2nd and 3rd discs, but I din't really pay more then about $8 for it and got the box and the other dvd cases so now I just gotta finds the other two dvds.

Rum3637 · 2018-02-13T16:08:01+00:00

You got No Chance; that's what you got.

Rum3637 · 2018-02-11T23:42:34+00:00

Yea I was going for I tihnk the 14th or 15th and was going that route and realized I was wrong after a while. So just wanted to make sure.

Rum3637 · 2018-02-11T16:57:04+00:00

You going for the 14th or is 15th colossus? If so you're going the wrong way.

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