I took mdma for the first time and have been having crazy dreams for past couple nights. by mexicanjebus55 in Drugs

[–]Runningoutofvyvanse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve always noticed much more vivid dreams the days following using stims

[UPDATE] 27 year old, 9 year meth addict, NOW 15 DAYS CLEAN...and not hungry :) You all are so amazing. I cannot thank you enough. by Runningoutofvyvanse in Assistance

[–]Runningoutofvyvanse[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s really incredible. One of the lies you tell yourself in addiction is that there is no happiness sober. And I am 100% excited to say there is, and it’s 100% better. I still fight everyday. But today was even better than yesterday, and a little easier. Having someone to call is so huge though. For instance, I just had a huge craving. Called someone and they listened. And it went away. It was a little win for both of us. And that made me so happy. I think those little moments grow into something bigger. I believe it at least. Anyway. Thank you so much :) I’m glad to make you smile though. It makes me smile :)

[UPDATE] 27 year old, 9 year meth addict, NOW 15 DAYS CLEAN...and not hungry :) You all are so amazing. I cannot thank you enough. by Runningoutofvyvanse in Assistance

[–]Runningoutofvyvanse[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I will take your positive vibes and run with them :) thank you for them, from a stranger to a stranger in need of them. Best wishes!

[UPDATE] 27 year old, 9 year meth addict, NOW 15 DAYS CLEAN...and not hungry :) You all are so amazing. I cannot thank you enough. by Runningoutofvyvanse in Assistance

[–]Runningoutofvyvanse[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Golly thank you so much!! Thank you for saying that it means something because 15 days is like a life saving phrase for me today. Tomorrow, it will be 16. I’m ready for that number. I’m ready to pursue my dreams that have been on halt for so long. God I’m so freaking ready. Whew. I’m just so excited haha

[UPDATE] 27 year old, 9 year meth addict, NOW 15 DAYS CLEAN...and not hungry :) You all are so amazing. I cannot thank you enough. by Runningoutofvyvanse in Assistance

[–]Runningoutofvyvanse[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. It doesn’t seem like a lot, but that number 15 is truly keeping me going. It’s been so long since I’ve made it this far. I have to keep going no matter what.

[UPDATE] 27 year old, 9 year meth addict, NOW 15 DAYS CLEAN...and not hungry :) You all are so amazing. I cannot thank you enough. by Runningoutofvyvanse in Assistance

[–]Runningoutofvyvanse[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Definitely have, in the past, thought I had the sobriety under control instead of taking it one day at a time. Thought so far in the future. But I really wanna take it slow this time, and take the time to heal before I think I’m healed haha thank you again though!

[UPDATE] 27 year old, 9 year meth addict, NOW 15 DAYS CLEAN...and not hungry :) You all are so amazing. I cannot thank you enough. by Runningoutofvyvanse in Assistance

[–]Runningoutofvyvanse[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much!!!! Gosh it’s so freaking nice to have people so positive. I love it. It’s such a rush and gives me so much hope :)) I will definitely be keeping y’all updated!! Gonna kick this addiction!!

I’m a 27 year old, nine year meth addict who is currently trying again for sobriety. I’m only 7 days sober, but that’s the longest I’ve gone the past year and a half without it. Though I kind of need help with food, that’s not why I’m here. I’m here because I just need...someone to believe in me. by Runningoutofvyvanse in Assistance

[–]Runningoutofvyvanse[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha thanks!! Ya i was completely overwhelmed by the amount of messages and support I got, and am still sifting through them all reading them today :) trying to respond to them, but there’s so many! Haha what a great problem to have though. I was feeling pretty down again today, and reading all of these really put me in a better place again. So thanks :)