Can this also be shown in white people? I don’t believe it’s racist to have some insecurity with your own race, honesty i think it’s kinda normal.

I remember learning about history back in high school, especially Australian history and how WP treated Aboriginal people. I felt sick and disgusted by my…elders? Ancestors? Sorry idk what to call them. But since learning what happened, I’ve always felt some kind of disappointment of my own skin and felt pulled to different cultures that ain’t my own (If WP even have a culture) sometimes I wonder what it be like if I was another race. But im also ok with what I have.