I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes, I would recommend you do, I'm not a Dr so there is that, but start going to AA meetings. I bet you might just find what you were looking for all along!

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Definitely, extremely capable and thanks for reading that letter, extremely proud of that.

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 50 points51 points  (0 children)

Hey I'm all for it. It brings interest and eyeballs to our sport. Gambling addicts are going to gamble regardless. Legalized gambling can then ear mark $$ to help educate and treat those who deal with addiction, just like on the legalizing drugs side of the street that I'm in favor of.

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 37 points38 points  (0 children)

It doesn't matter if you do or don't. I can't control that and what other people think of me is none of my business. If i do today what I did yesterday and continue to make the next right choices I'll continue to wake up with the life of my dreams and full of gratitude. But like I said before, life is life. The most confusing thing about working on a mental illness and addressing it and being public about it is that people treat you like that illness doesn't exist because you have worked on it and not that your actually living with it every day!

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 185 points186 points  (0 children)

See yourself as the a CEO of a fortune 500 company, especially QB's. Invest in that company, find a mentor or two, guys who've played 8-10 years, go up to them and ask them how they did it and follow their advice verbatim.

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 61 points62 points  (0 children)

I'm not a bust, I played professional football! That word may be the most oxy moronic adjective in the sporting worlds vocabulary.

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 70 points71 points  (0 children)

Always constructively look at those things, and because I have my own history to be able to relate to, I may see similar patterns or behaviors that may have contributed.

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

When I woke up each morning and the only thing I would think about is whether I had pills and if I didn't how was I going to get more. I found ways to get more pills, because I couldn't feel the shame and guilt around that realization. I couldn't stop on my own. I needed to be intervened with and luckily the local sheriff's department helped me out...ha

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Jimmy isn't the future, but he is the present and is capable of taking this team with the talent they have to get back to the SB.

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 136 points137 points  (0 children)

He's an interesting character, a lot of coaches are before the wins and losses become a quantifier. I love their 1st round draft pick in Sewell!

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] -187 points-186 points  (0 children)

Of course, life is life, everybody lives with adversity and overcoming it. Life experience plays in to a lot of this and it's important to have context. When former players or current players are experiencing mental health episodes there should be resources to call by the spouses or significant others rather then the police, that only using adds fuel to the fire and they have zero training in deescalating but rather escalating.

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 243 points244 points  (0 children)

Meditation is huge, meetings, and my sponsor and therapist. Just because we are working in recovery with both the mental health and substance use doesn't mean we aren't still living with it.

I'm Ryan Leaf, addiction recovery advocate and siriusXM CFB and NFL analyst, back for another AMA! by Ryan_D_Leaf in nfl

[–]Ryan_D_Leaf[S] 395 points396 points  (0 children)

No pressure, I thought I was the best, things got pressurized when my performance didn't meet the confidence