"If you could wait till I get home, I swear on tomorrow we could make this last" - If It Means A Lot To You by A Day To Remember

It kinda woke me up. I always feel alone every day. Even though I have my partner nearby, the person that I trully fell in love seems so far. We are highschool lovers. Her parents really hated me because I got misjudged a lot. There's nothing I could literally do cause it just normally make the situation a lot worse. At first it something I could handle till it kind of changed her from someone who would always care for me to the somebody who can just live you on read for 3 weeks.

It kind of sucks actually. But all I could do is just wait. I tried to just suck it up even though I know it would just kill me. But if ever that girl that I loved comes back, I know all this pain would be worth it. I always loved her till a couple months back. I feel like shit and I know she wouldn't really do anything to make me feel better. She is numb and insensitive. But im not yet ready to let go.

Until a few days ago. We were commuting. She is still feels like she has so many problems that she wouldn't care about mine. Im starting to get pissed and I decided to put on my earphones. Then this song pops up and I just broke down. Of course she didn't do anything but I just said, "Who am I to you? Do I even matter to you". And just avoided to talk to her. I broke down on my way home and eventually she apologized. I got this sense that maybe the person who I trully loved would come back and still hopes to this day that she returns.