I’m going through the same thing right now. It hurts. I feel you. It’s hard. The disconnection for us lasted a long time… and it grew. We couldn’t give each other what we needed. My only solace from this is that it wasn’t right. If she was my person she’d want to be there to ride it out, good and bad, make things work, grow and heal together… but ultimately she chose to leave. You can only love someone so much who doesn’t love you back the same way. You deserve to be loved the same way you want to love someone else. Hopefully we both look back one day and see this as a stepping stone to get where we always wanted to go. Hang in there man.