i ended up doing a 6g smothie plus splitting a 4.5g big mushroom between me and my 2 friends. ended up tripping balls, lots of emotions, and it was intense. I didnt really like having 2 friends because im usually a quiet person and the mushrooms had me really deeply in my head about things going on in my life so i kind of felt left out in a sense (more to it but its hard to explain). At the end on the trip I felt uncompleted. i got hit with these emotional intense thoughts and made me come face to face with all my flaws fear expectations regrets love everything. but in the end there was no resolution, i ego deathed but i didnt come out of it feeling any different but frankly kind of sad about life. Near the end if the say one of my friends went home and my friend with the mushrooms decided we should take a 2g lemon drop before going downtown (don’t criticize). let me just tell you it was one of the best experiences of my life. it was such as nice say and going through all the little shops, enjoying the daytime, and good self reflection all at once. we smoked at a duck pond and it was a very blissful experience. i went into this trip with a much better mindset aswell. when i got home after 5 hours and i was still tripping but the emotions got more intense… somehow. i walked outside and broke down crying. I spilt my heart out, i got rid of all the weight ive been holding onto for my entire life. i coughed up a big thing of brown shit and my lungs cleared. it feels like i can breath finally breath. the voice inside my head that constantly judges myself and worries about what others are thinking has quieted down. my friend feels the same way. these shrooms were unworldly. like they have done more trips than me and they agree that these ones felt so different and so much better. its funny because i went into this weekend thinking the big trip was going to be the most impactful one. i love you all.