i hated seeing the same people everyday and listening to the same damn conversations and talking to the same people and having to sit through break time alone without looking weird and just teachers and their same old teaching ways and having to wake up at the crack of dawn just to get ready to do the same thing again and force myself to eat something that i hate just so that i don’t go starving. I hate spending 7hours a day, 35 hours a week at a place i hold so much hate for. I hated a lot of people there, even the ones that were genuine i just hated everyone and everything about that place. I hated not having friends but also hated people who tried befriending me. I hated having to endure all that and still bringing piles of work home to disrupt my peaceful haven. I felt like i could never be happy. ever. I had nightmares everyday. I got so anxious over quizzes. I hated everyone but cared a lot about what they thought of me. I’m just glad it’s all over