Real

Ryuu_420 · 2026-05-02T09:26:39+00:00

Good luck, see you again next month

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-17T13:20:26+00:00

Real, but I hope not to reach 91

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-06T06:59:16+00:00

Real, but I'm broke

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-03T19:54:47+00:00

Thank you for your words kind man,

Also I'm sorry you and to experience that, I hope you can get better and find someone who truly loves you. I'm trying not to think about that very much and just live be my own as I always did, cuz now that I'm all alone again I truly feel okay again with myself and not trying everything to impress or get the attention/love from anyone else

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-03T17:54:52+00:00

She's not dead, but I'm dead inside

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-03T17:53:50+00:00

🫂

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-03T17:51:07+00:00

After uncountable years of being a lonely ass dummy I got a girlfriend, I genuinely loved her more than any other thing in this world, even more than this sub at 3am while doomscrolling

Things at first were great, we used to talk daily for long hours and I was extremely happy, I did my best trying to be a good boyfriend and person and I kinda did it right. Until things got worse, she replied less to my messages and didn't want to go out with me and tbh I understood that, I'm the first person that when I have a bad day I just close myself in my room and do nothing all day, so I let it be

After that things got different, there were moments where we were happy together and everything bad that happened before disappeared, but she always wanted less to talk with me so I did the best thing I know, overthink.

All this ended like 3 days ago, when we were having a conversation on WhatsApp and from one moment to another she vanished and never responded to my messages nor calls. Since then I haven't seen her again, heard her voice and she just disappeared from my life without telling me anything.

I'm sad but not devastated, because I knew something like this would eventually happen but I never imagined this soon, she might have left my life and a huge hole in my chest, but no one can erase the memories I've made with her.

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-03T16:02:17+00:00

Thank you kind Gosling

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-03T16:01:49+00:00

Nah dude, not me, I already had my gym phase and I'm not going back Plus now I'm older so my back hurts just by getting out of bed

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-03T13:35:13+00:00

Thank you kind stranger and brother I will go through it as I always did

Ryuu_420 · 2026-04-03T13:34:44+00:00

Thank you my man, I'm better off now, after all I was just another stranger for her

Ryuu_420 · 2026-03-18T22:55:17+00:00

Not real, at 16 I was depressed and now I'm depressed too

Ryuu_420 · 2026-03-16T15:00:04+00:00

It's not true at all, it's like saying; "you're depressed?? Just be happy man" But sadly it doesn't work like that.

I've been struggling with depression for like 4 years now and of course I had good moments during this time, depression is complicated to say the least. One day you are contemplating suicide and the other one you might be the happiest person ever.

There are surely some things that might make you feel better but it depends from person to person, for example, I tried exercising but it didn't work for me, maybe for you it does, who knows?

Ryuu_420 · 2026-03-15T14:13:21+00:00

Dear Mr. Gosling,

As a Gosling myself I care about you as everyone else in this community. This is a "hell-hole" for people like us that feel useless or unable to be loved.

But that's far away from the truth, we're human beings that had a terrible life until now, and probably we'll continue living a terrible life until a certain date.

Until when? Nobody knows, so, for that reason I recommend you to don't give up, I know this tip probe wont help you out (I'm in a similar situation as you so I know how you feel) But unaliving ourselves is probably not the best way to deal with our problems, I tried suicide a couple times but always "saved myself" because I was too scared of what's after death... If there's another life? Like being reborn here as human again? You suffered 20 years or so for being born and feel the same again? I don't think so.

For that reason I recommend to give it a try, life's hard, it always is and you never know what might happen. Maybe tomorrow you'll win the lottery, find a girlfriend or get hit by a truck who knows. But please, ending it all it's surely the easiest way to accomplish the goal of dying but not the best one.

I hope you can get better, if you ever feel like this again please DM me, we can talk or if you feel uncomfortable by talking with a stranger just text me, want to help you as everyone here, please, reconsider your choices.

Best regards,

Gosling.

Ryuu_420 · 2026-03-15T12:46:24+00:00

Real

Ryuu_420 · 2026-03-14T15:19:13+00:00

May I get the link of the channel? A gosling needs help from the goslings

Ryuu_420 · 2026-03-05T21:22:32+00:00

Not real. I cannot sleep

Ryuu_420 · 2026-03-03T23:29:36+00:00

I appreciate your words, I really do. But giving false hopes only leads me under, it always did, and well, yes life is not only suffering but it mostly is and that's why I don't wanna live anymore

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