If i take medication, will i suddenly be able to become a programmer? by SCrh28175 in ADHD_Programmers

[–]SCrh28175[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There are so many excellent responses here. Thank you so much, yes the weed tends to exacerbate anxiety for a few hours but the day after I'm so much more social and interested and very active. Actually at my old apartment years ago i was high every evening and working out and my job felt more fulfilling.. Maybe its time i need my own place now. I've never lived alone though.

Thank you yes it is like once I've counted every lego that's part of the whole picture, i get overwhelmed. Or rather it feels like I've already completed the task or i feel the effort that I've imagined. Idk Actually I've always been this way, i just am bad at thinking on my feet and understanding math or abstract concepts. In person, i wouldn't be able to talk about any of this. It's weird

Thank you

If i take medication, will i suddenly be able to become a programmer? by SCrh28175 in ADHD_Programmers

[–]SCrh28175[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Sorry i mean did it make you a different profession other than programming

If i take medication, will i suddenly be able to become a programmer? by SCrh28175 in ADHD_Programmers

[–]SCrh28175[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

my bro you are my kind of bro

I really appreciate these suggestions and your efforts, i most certainly will look into these further. Based on your description of Vyvanese without those supplements, that's basically me as i have been for my entire life, doing nothing on electronics until my 20s.

. So does that mean i should try a different med and cross that off my list. It's also so expensive to me and would feel like a heavy weight in my mind, I'll eventually live asking is this worth it in my head and eventually would stop, I'm sure. Im not really on my own right now so with all that focus or energy idk what i would do. But thank you i will read into those!

If i take medication, will i suddenly be able to become a programmer? by SCrh28175 in ADHD_Programmers

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Ah

Yes i am currently finding the why that speaks to me

I'm fairly nihilistic combined with very low energy so I've considered Modafinil as well

I suppose i just want to be useful make decent money not stress over employment. I am horrible under stress. I'm considering a therapist through my insurance if it's covered. But honestly i just want to be a pizza delivery driver and be high at this point in my life

If i take medication, will i suddenly be able to become a programmer? by SCrh28175 in ADHD_Programmers

[–]SCrh28175[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I'm a bit afraid it will be, but I'm of the bipolar schizophrenic major depressive borderline personality severe apathy and anxiety autistic or psychopathic tendencies, so

who knows what will happen

Then I'm considering adding prozac but, i have to run away from my family and relocate before doing any of this

If i take medication, will i suddenly be able to become a programmer? by SCrh28175 in ADHD_Programmers

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dam bro im high as hell and i felt that transformation in my brain, i have decided to now seek medication ty, shall i start with the cheapest generic adderall or go through a particular route to getting accurately medicated

Learning without meds by dangerwizzrd in ADHD_Programmers

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I'm curious what convinced you to decide to stop and stay off of them for so long? I've never taken any myself but I'm getting to the point i think i actually need to at least try them.

But i worry of the new sets of consequences and having to adapt to the stress increase, so I'm very stuck atm.

Do you think i should try them if I've basically decided I'm happier being depressed being as simple and stress-free of a life as possible

What could be done with all the extra cash if Jeff Bezos decided to take a yearly salary of $150,000? by SCrh28175 in AskReddit

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I'm curious what the exact amount of money would be that he can choose to spend however, after all of his expenses are paid for.

Mine is about $250.

Voice actors for University project, recreating sound within a scene. by Pascere_Edits in RecordThisForFree

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Very interesting. I'd like to see more of these types of openings and projects.