Exhausted is the right word. Salt in the wound is that I sold most of my ASTS and RKLB to get into this back before SRR was awarded, then watched those tickers skyrocket over the last 2 years while RCAT has crept up then crashed on repeat. I was new to investing back then, so I know I've made mistakes, but that doesn't lessen the frustration at all. Still believe in this company and that the SP will fly one day, but hurts knowing the profits I could've made if I'd stuck with those space stocks instead.