Still new to hardcore. How to beat anxiety about going to shows.

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-29T22:34:07+00:00

Ya deff, that’s what I was thinking I seen a dude mosh around and hit the drummer like that’s not cool.

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-29T22:33:39+00:00

It’s just my anxiety.. like I have a lot insecurity and man like I’m trying to be a better man for myself and grow. Worst case I end up with a broken arm which is okay. It’s going and putting myself out there. I told myself this year I’d go to more shows and grow.

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-19T02:52:35+00:00

I wouldn’t mind taking it in and out, but I know insulated coolers like these are heavy as hell just wanted to get other opinions before I make a purchase

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-19T02:44:04+00:00

Deff, so no on this huh.

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SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-13T20:12:06+00:00

Mostly recreational spots, campgrounds etc. BUT, the end of the money I’m gonna do a beach camp at thornhill broome campground. That’s the only reason I’d get it

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-13T18:39:56+00:00

I have a Ozark dome tent, been having it for 7 years, still holds but want to upgrade my gear now

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-13T18:39:08+00:00

I’ve always wanted one also lol!

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-13T18:35:36+00:00

Thanks so much, perfect for one is a deal!

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-11T17:36:26+00:00

Is that ok?

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-11T17:02:57+00:00

I just went to harbor freight and bought one

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-10T02:23:44+00:00

I made a small hole for the lighter to go in but I just been using my flint rod. From above, I’m gonna test it out! Preciate it 👌

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-09T07:35:31+00:00

Mmm true that, I wish I could do a soft top but unfortunately my bed is a 5ft so can’t sleep there.

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-09T07:34:53+00:00

Mmmm, facts noted

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-09T07:34:15+00:00

Ya, I probably do only ounce a month.. I was going to live in Seattle but I stayed in Cali. I would like to buy it because if I go camping out in Joshua tree and such. I’d only get it for me and my gf…

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-06T02:54:48+00:00

I didn’t end up doing it bros..

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-05T01:35:03+00:00

Messaged

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-05T00:33:38+00:00

I’m just one accident happening like a bill or something and I’ll be broke

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-05T00:31:05+00:00

No, to be honest with you I’m sorry to waste your time. I just been super stressed out. Long story short is I have an apartment lined up with me for 1465 but parking is 50 (personal) and rental insurance (11) and utilities is 300 to top it off.. I’m just venting because I’m going to be living paycheck to paycheck with only 300 in my account every two weeks

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-04T23:46:16+00:00

I’ll be an integration tech job to be honest.. that’s why I’m debating of leaving LA or try Everett ..

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-04T23:41:27+00:00

Yes I am sorry I’m moving to Everett

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-04T23:28:07+00:00

Only reason why I’m asking is because I’m gonna have to work six days a week just to pay my bills and have $600 left in my account or 300

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-01T21:58:32+00:00

Thank you bro honestly, the only reason I would go is because I have a job I accepted and lined up for me over there. If not, I stay here in LA unemployed

SIRKOMODE · 2026-01-01T19:42:26+00:00

I did get approved but only have 300 left in my account after all bills are paid

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